I’ve never wanted to be leashed. It’s on my Soft No list – something I MIGHT try, but with no guarantee I’ll want to continue with it. Somehow, even though in true BDSM fashion, I know the sub is leashed only with her or his consent, it just seemed demeaning to me.
Nonetheless, Ard Ri’ requested that we try one evening – at home with just the two of us – a naked/leashing experiment. I trust him implicitly, so I agreed, knowing that the moment I said my safeword the collar and leash would come off. A collar and leash can’t harm me, so I also agreed to NOT say my safeword (as applies to the leash) for at least thirty minutes.
Along with the soft leather, pink collar and matching leash, Ri’ also added my wrist cuffs – something which never fails to put me into a very submissive frame of mind. Just to make sure I was in the right mindset, Ri’ also lubed up my ass and inserted my very favorite anal plug – large enough to never forget it’s there, but small and flexible enough to be comfortable for long wear.
Sure enough, the moment I was plugged and cuffed, I went down on my knees (without waiting for him to command it) and unzipped his trousers. I began to lick and worship his cock and balls while he buckled the collar around my neck. I heard and felt the click of the leash, but didn’t care. I had his cock in my mouth and his balls in my hand. What else could matter! I raised my eyes to his and he smiled at me, then said, “That’s my good girl.”
I moaned with pleasure and my labia were drenched. He knew this because he smiled wider and tipped his head back, a sure sign of trust in me. He began fucking my mouth and within moments, he was shooting his own pleasure down my throat. I kept my mouth on his cock until I was positive he had finished and I had sucked him clean of every precious drop.
He pulled away and helped me to my feet. Leading me by the leash (which I was shocked I did NOT hate!) he took me into the kitchen where he bent me over the counter. There, he fingered my dripping puss with one hand and spanked my cheeks with other until I was clawing at the polished granite and soaking his hand with my cum.
He led me then into the living room where I (my choice) sat on the floor between his legs. I had asked permission to remove his clothing, so I happily lay my cheek against his inner thigh and massaged his legs while he watched a movie. Before long, he was getting hard again.
“Go ahead. You can suck on him again or pet him, just don’t make me come. I have plans for round two. You’ve been leashed for over an hour now, by the way. How do you feel?”
I blinked. “I can’t believe it’s been that long, my Ri’. I thought I would feel humiliated, and not in a good way. Instead, I feel. I’m not sure how to describe it. Safe? Safe in a different way than I normally do with you. If that makes sense.”
“It makes perfect sense.” He turned off the television and stood up. “If your knees are up to it, I’d very much like to see you stay on them as we make our way to the Play Room.”
I nodded happily and crawled behind him, my leash in his hand. Yes, this was an extremely submissive action, but I have to admit, I loved it. He unlocked the door and had me sit back on my heels, quietly facing the bed. He attached the leash to one of the hooks hidden beneath the bed. I watched as he began to arrange a few items, becoming more and more excited as time went on.
Eventually, he was ready. “Wrists.”
I held out my wrists. He hooked clips to each of the O-rings, then had me crawl up onto the bed, my leash still attached to the hook. The leash was fairly long, so while I felt a slight tug, there was plenty of leeway so that I was not choked, something that had frightened me. I should have known he would never do anything on my hard NO list nor would he ever harm me. Ri' attached my wrists to the headboard so that I was in a kneeling position, my back flat. He nudged my knees apart a then the flogging began.
I moaned and arched my back, needing more. I was so deep into subspace that I don’t think I could have remembered how to speak even if I had wanted to. He gently but firmly flogged my back, my ass, my thighs, and occasionally, my very exposed nether region. I came. Violently screaming his name. Before I had time to recover, he was inside of me, filling my honey coated tunnel. He plunged in once. Balls deep. And stayed there.
He pulled my head back, his hand grasping my hair close to the scalp, and whispered, “You are mine. Never doubt that I know you well. You love this, don’t you?”
“Yes.” I answered with tears of joy streaming down my face. “I do love this. Thank you.”
He released my hair and began to slowly make love to me. He reached around my body and pinched my nipples, pulling them downward and twisting them hard. The sweetness of his lovemaking combined with the contrast of the pain in my nips was too much. I again screamed his name as I came all over his cock.