Climbing the stairs to her apartment, Elaine was tired but in a good mood. Ā Snippets of her conversations with Leah and Gary had kept her smiling all day. Ā It wasnāt until sheād arrived on the landing outside her front door that she was jolted by the memory of her roommateās kiss. Ā
What was that about? Ā Ā
Elaine wasnāt sure, but she thought Kendra had kissed her because of āstressā and āhigh emotionā. Ā Then again, maybe Kendra had
always been attracted to Elaine, and her teasing sarcastic manner was a smokescreen. Ā
Ā
Or, Iām going crazy, Elaine thought, shaking her head.
Ā
Turning the key in the door and slipping inside, immediately she realised someone was cooking something exotic. Ā She felt her tummy rumble and her mouth water. Ā She hadnāt eaten much all day. Ā
Ā
āHi!ā yelled her roommates, hearing the front door.
Ā
āHi!ā Elaine shouted back as she headed for her room. Ā āIāll be there in a minute!ā Ā
Ā
The first thing Elaine had to do was get out of her clothes. Ā Then have a shower. Ā
Ā
When time constraints forced her to wear her work uniform to college, Elaine felt ridiculous. Ā She was
so not a preppy, but on the rare days she didnāt have time to change she was regularly mistaken for one. Ā But today it had been worth it. Ā Today, between work and school, Elaine had tackled the necessary task of swinging by the clinic to pick up her medical report. Ā
Ā
To her palatable relief, everything was fine. Ā
Of course. Ā Thank God. Ā
Ā
She wasnāt sure
what she would have done if the report had contained adverse findings. Ā She wasnāt even sure why sheād prepared herself for the possibility. Ā She hadnāt
BEEN with anyone yet. Ā After reading the results, sheād laughed out loud and almost broke into a skip as sheād headed back to school.
Ā
Tonight she wanted to start organising her suitcase for the weekend, and the report had to be the first thing to go in. Ā She wanted to make sure
nothing stood in her way. Ā
Ā
Stopping just inside the door to her bedroom, Elaine was halted by the sight of a plain paper package sitting in the centre of her bed. Ā Investigating, she was thankful nothing on the outside gave away what was within, as she was pretty sure the parcel contained the D/s books sheād ordered online. Ā As she unwrapped the package and confirmed its contents, she mused over the fact that one of her roommates placed it on her bed, coming close to knowing much more about Elaine than she cared to admit. Ā It didnāt
really make her nervous, just weird. Ā The idea of āhidingā her nature was a reality. Ā Briefly she wished the world were different.
Ā
Sliding her suitcase from under her bed, Elaine put the books and the medical report inside, then zipped it up and slid it back. Ā
Ā
Now to get changed , she thought, climbing to her feet and brushing off her knees. Ā
Ā
Nakedly rummaging through her drawers, she sighed. Ā Her long t-shirt style nightie, with
Mickey Mouse on the front, was cute but not exactly āsteamyā. Ā Tossing it back in the drawer, she reminded herself to shop before the weekend.
Ā
And I need some A-team underwear too, she decided, choosing the regular white hipsters that felt soft and snug, like an old friend. Ā A bra was out. Ā It felt too good not having one on. Ā Eleven hours in one of the damned things left marks she could see in her reflection. Ā Ā Ā
Ā
Turning sideways and holding up her arm, Elaine had a thought.
Ā
I wonder if thatās what āweltsā look like? Ā
In quick succession Elaineās nipples hardened and her pussy warmed. Ā Turning back to the mirror and staring at the red lines around her torso, she was assailed by images of Gary as a teacher, looming over her glistening body and demonstrating how things were used and how they felt.
Ā
The picture in Elaineās mind made her gasp out loud. Ā Bending at the waist, she held her gaze in the mirror as she crossed her legs as if needing to pee and squeezed hard. Ā Hot flashes of pleasure rocketed across her skin. Ā
Ā
Somehow Elaine caught herself before she went any further. Ā Standing up straight and making fists with her hands, she clenched her teeth and shuddered with her efforts at self-control. Ā Her pussy pulsed wetly, and a quiet, insistent voice started urging her to masturbate. Ā
Ā
She
knew she had to ignore it. Ā Sheād
promised. Ā
Ā
Somewhat desperately, she tried to recall the exact words, but couldnāt think of a justifiable way to break the vow sheād made. Ā
If I want it badly enough Iāll have to convince him to let me. Ā The prospect made her swallow nervously. Ā
What if he wonāt allow it? Ā Iāll go crazy! Ā
She gently cupped her pussy through her knickers and gave it a soft squeeze. Ā She genuinely hoped it would give her relief. Ā Alas, it was of no help whatsoever. Ā With a sigh of resignation, she tried to get a hold of herself.
Ā Knock! Ā Knock! Ā Knock! Ā
āWait!ā squealed Elaine, stunned by the intrusion. Ā
Ā
Chelseaās voice came through her door. Ā āWould Madam care to be escorted to her table? Ā Dinner is served.ā Ā
Ā
āJust a minute!ā Elaine managed to cry out. Ā
Ā
āIāll wait,ā answered Chelsea.
Ā Ugh , thought Elaine, a little annoyed. Ā
Whatās going on now? Ā
Hurriedly she pulled open the bottom drawer of the dresser and pulled out her long, light blue angora sweater. Ā It was a Christmas present from her parents last year and was her favourite. Ā Sheād been looking forward to the day she could wear it. Ā Memories of how lovely it felt had grown dim with the heat of summer. Ā Now and then sheād opened the drawer, just to run her hand over it. Ā It was so soft. Ā
Ā
Thinking wickedly that sheād be almost naked under it, Elaine quickly pulled the oversized sweater over her head and halfway down her thighs. Ā Her breath caught in her chest as she ran her fingers through her hair and the sliding wool caused her nipples to thicken and tingle. Ā A hot blush rose in her cheeks. Ā She tried to ignore it as she pulled open her door. Ā
Ā
Chelseaās eyes scanned Elaine as she said, āDinner is served, Madam.ā Ā She grinned, ushering Elaine ahead.
Ā
The sight of Kendra dishing up dinner made Elaine giggle. Ā Kendra
never cooked. Ā Noticing the table was set for two, Elaine asked Chelsea if she was staying.
Ā
āIāll eat something at work,ā she said, winking and bending to light the candle on the table. Ā āYou two lovebirds have a nice evening at home together. Ā If Iām lucky Iāll be late, so donāt wait up.ā
Ā
Elaine was dumbstruck by Chelseaās comment about ālovebirdsā, and as soon as the front door closed she turned to Kendra and blurted, āDid you tell her you kissed me?ā
Ā
Kendra chuckled. Ā āNoooo, silly. Ā ā
Lovebirdsā is just a figure of speech. Ā I told her I wanted to do something nice for you ācause you helped me out yesterday. Ā
Thatās all. Ā She was just teasing. Ā You know what sheās like.ā
Ā
āOh,ā said Elaine, unconvinced. Ā āWhat did you tell her? Ā I
still donāt know what I can and canāt say.ā
Ā
āDonāt worry about it. Ā Itāll blow over. Ā Do you want some wine?ā
Ā
āYeah, okay.ā Ā Elaine was glad for the diversion. Ā āSo what have you made? Ā It smells delicious.ā
Ā
āā
Thai Green Curry Chickenā. Ā Donāt worry. Ā It comes in a packet. Ā And Chelsea helped.ā
Ā
āIām sure itāll be great.ā
Ā
āThanks, Elaine. Ā For everything.ā
Ā
Searching for sarcasm, Elaine was pleased she could find none. Ā āI didnāt do much.ā
Ā
āYou cared,ā said Kendra, serving the dishes and sitting down. Ā āThat meant a lot to me.ā Ā
Ā
āYouāre welcome.ā Ā They shared smiles. Ā
Ā
Dinner was delicious, and the next ten minutes were spent in silence as they enjoyed it. Ā At last Kendra sat back, wiping her chin with a napkin. Ā She looked at Elaine and said, āI should cook more often.ā
Ā
āIāll say,ā replied Elaine, scraping her plate clean.
Ā
āMy momās a really good cook. Ā I should have listened when she tried to teach me.ā
Ā
āSpilt milk,ā said Elaine. Ā She sat back and groaned, licking her lips and holding her tummy. Ā āAnd anyway, I think you must have learned a few things. Ā God. Ā Iām so full. Ā I couldnāt eat another thing.ā
Ā
Kendra hopped up and started clearing the table. Ā āIāll wash up.ā
Ā
āYouāve done enough,ā said Elaine, pushing out her chair.
Ā
āNo. Ā I insist. Ā I want you to relax. Ā Maybe I can talk to you.ā
Ā
āUm,ā said Elaine, wincing at the fact that she felt suspicious. Ā āOkay.ā
Ā
āWould you like another wine?ā
Ā
āI dunno. Ā Do I need one?ā
Ā
āI think so.ā
Ā
āOkay then.ā
Ā
āComing right up.ā
Ā
After topping up Elaineās glass, Kendra organised the washing up but was quite clearly biting her lip as she did so. Ā Elaine wondered what was troubling her.
Ā
āI, ah,ā Kendra began, concentrating on a dish in her hands. Ā She glanced at Elaine before continuing. Ā āI think Iām a lesbian.ā
Ā
Elaine rolled her eyes. Ā āYeah, and Iām the Pope.ā
Ā
Kendra looked up from her task. Ā āIām serious.ā
Ā
Sipping her wine, Elaine said, āLook, whoever you want to be is fine by me. Ā Personally I think you like guys too much to be a lesbian. Ā But hey, what would I know?ā
Ā
āItās all an act.ā
Ā
Elaine still wasnāt sure whether Kendra was screwing with her head. Ā āSo what makes you think youāre a lesbian?ā she asked.
Ā
āI want the feel and the touch of a woman. Ā I want what only a woman can give. Ā Iāve fantasised about it for years. Ā Iām sorry I kissed you. Ā That was pushy and I didnāt mean it. Ā It was kind of uncontrolled, you know? Ā Like, spur of the moment.ā
Ā
āUncontrolled is fine with a willing partner. Ā But I wasnāt willing. Ā And I wonāt be. Ā It isnāt you I want, Kendra.ā Ā Elaine could hardly believe her ears. Ā It was the clearest and most forthright sheād managed to be with her roommates. Ā Ever. Ā She could feel herself blushing all over again.
Ā
Kendra hadnāt noticed. Ā She was in her own world. Ā Her shoulders slumped and she sighed. Ā āIām sorry.ā
Ā
āKendra really, choose your own path. Ā No one is going to despise you.ā
Ā
āTell that to my parents. Ā Iām āwasting timeā, according to them. Ā They keep reminding me that college is eating away at my wedding fund, for Godās sake. Ā They think I should be on my second kid by now.ā
Ā
āYouād be on your third if you hadnāt made some really hard decisions.ā
Ā
Kendra juggled some cutlery and dropped it in the sink. Ā She sighed again and leaned on the edge. Ā āIām not proud of that.ā
Ā
āI can tell.ā
Ā
āI donāt know why I tempted fate. Ā Maybe I just thought if I
werenāt meant to be with a guy, it wouldnāt happen. Ā Biology has a mind of its own, unfortunately.ā
Ā
āThatās for sure.ā
Ā
Finishing up at the sink, Kendra changed tack. Ā āYou know the other day, when I streaked down the stairs?ā
Ā
āYeah,ā said Elaine. Ā āI still canāt believe you were so calm.ā
Ā
āI wasnāt. Ā But it wasnāt ā
being naked in front of guysā that was freaking me out. Ā It was ā
being naked in front of girlsā.ā
Ā
āI see,ā said Elaine. Ā She actually felt like she was in unchartered territory. Ā To her, being curious about the female form wasnāt strange at all, and indeed the opposite might have been true, but it wasnāt something for which she yearned either. Ā āThat explains the kiss.ā
Ā
āYeah. Ā I know youāre into this guy and everything. Ā Iām not usually so impulsive.ā
Ā
Elaine almost choked on her wine as she giggled. Ā āYeah, right.ā
Ā
āOh, stop it. Ā I am not. Ā Iām usually pushy and diabolically underhanded. Ā But Iām
rarely impulsive.ā Ā Kendra stuck out her tongue playfully.
Ā
āLookā¦ā Elaine said, after a moment. Ā āā
What I thinkā isnāt exactly important. Ā Whatās more important is for you to be honest with yourself, and to start working towards making yourself happy.ā
Ā
āWhen I finish college, I can do that.ā
Ā
āYouāll manage, whatever happens.ā
Ā
āYou think so?ā
Ā
āYou are resourceful and prepared to take risks. Ā I think you could do anything you set your mind to, actually. Ā You just have to decide what it is, and make sure itās possible.ā
Ā
Kendra nodded slowly. Ā Finally she said, āI was propositioned by two different girls after that night.ā
Ā
āNo way,ā said Elaine, suddenly remembering the girl who had cornered her. Ā āThe same thing happened to me. Ā I think it was the day I was practically nakedā¦ā Ā Saying the words reminded Elaine of how she was dressed at that moment.
Ā
Kendra bit her lip. Ā āIt made me so hot seeing you go out like that. Ā Iām bad, arenāt I?ā
Ā
ā
Yes!ā Elaine cried playfully. Ā āYou were mean to me!ā Ā Another moment passed as they sipped their drinks and Elaine let Kendra decide where the conversation went. Ā Strangely she was enjoying it. Ā
Ā
āI wish I was as innocent as you,ā Kendra said.
Ā
Elaine responded with the first thing that came into her mind. Ā āStart over.ā
Ā
āHuh?ā
Ā
āStart all over again. Ā You
are a virgin with girls, right?ā
Ā
āNot exactly. Ā Chelsea and I, wellā¦ā
Ā
āOh man, too much information.ā Ā Elaine covered her mouth. Ā She knew it!
Ā
āIt was perfectly innocent!ā giggled Kendra. Ā āMore like drunken fumbling, really. Ā And sheās totally okay with it.ā
Ā
āThat was different to the kiss you gave me.ā
Ā
āYeah.ā Ā Kendra sighed again and put down her glass. Ā Looking down at her hands, she said, āYouāre just so beautiful. Ā You and Chelsea both are and I feel intimidated sometimes. Ā I dunno. Ā I just wanted to feel your lips on mine.ā
Ā
Elaine swallowed. Ā āTaking something that isnāt yours is wrong.ā
Ā
āI know.ā
Ā
āGood.ā
Ā
āThanks, Elaine.ā
Ā
āItās okay. Ā Youāre welcome.ā
Ā
āAnd any time you change your mindā¦ Ā You knowā¦ā Ā Kendra winked.
Ā
āArrrgh!ā cried Elaine, laughing and tossing her napkin at her roommate.
Ā
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Ā
An hour later Elaine was freshly showered and trying to work on Mondayās paper with little progress. Ā She was almost resigned to packing her textbooks for the weekend.
Ā She had to admit her efforts were less than satisfactory. Ā She had too much on her mind. Ā Sheād have to tell Gary about it. Ā
Ā
This is all his fault, she thought, smiling. Ā I better not blame him though.
Ā
Reluctantly closing her work, she sat back in the chair in front of her computer and chewed a fingernail. Ā She never chewed her nails, but she didnāt know what to do with her hands. Ā If she touched herself, even innocently, she could
feel it. Ā Scratching her thigh, touching the back of her handā¦ Ā Even licking her lips felt sexual. Ā Her heart wasnāt beating faster, just
harder. Ā
Ā
Now and then sheād curl her toes and try to tense and relax the muscles in her legs. Ā She had to do it slowly so her pussy wouldnāt contract. Ā It was very wet and she could feel her lips sliding against each other with every move she made. Ā Keeping her legs open made her hot. Ā Keeping them closed was maddening. Ā Keeping them crossed drove her nuts. Ā Sexual thoughts ran rampant through her mind, and she didnāt have the willpower to distract herself. Ā
Ā
What day is it tomorrow? Ā Thursday? Ā God. Ā Iām never going to make it. Ā Iāll be a wreck if I meet him like this. Ā I have to ask him about it. Ā What am I saying? Ā With the girls here, Iām not going to get a chance to play. Ā I canāt even think straight. Ā Are they going to be out tomorrow night? Ā Did Chelsea say she was working? Ā UGH! Ā
Elaine wished the girls were out
now. Ā She climbed to her feet and crossed the room, closing her sliding window. Ā She needed iced water and headed to the kitchen to get it.
Ā
āHey, Elaine. Ā You should watch this.ā Ā Kendra was on the couch, sipping wine with an open textbook on her lap. Ā Kendra didnāt usually suggest programs on T.V. Ā
Ā
Elaine was intrigued and asked, āWhatās it about?ā
Ā
āSalvador Dali.ā
Ā
āOh, I love him!ā Elaine cried, leaning on the back of the couch. Ā He was her favourite artist.
Ā
āYeah, his stuff is awesome,ā Kendra agreed, waving her hand as if hushing Elaine.
Ā
āIāll just grab some water and Iāll join you.ā
Ā
āThereās still a glass of wine left.ā
Ā
Elaine figured it couldnāt hurt. Ā āOkay.ā
Ā
A minute later she was curled up in the single seater, watching the documentary. Ā Embarrassingly, Elaine hadnāt been aware of the nice view of her ass she was displaying. Ā With her legs tucked under herself and her body turned toward the T.V., the hem of her sweater had ridden up, not quite covering her ass and her pouting pussy, clad in tight white panties.
Ā
Reaching down to put her glass on the coffee table, Elaine noticed Kendraās eyes on her butt. Ā Kendra caught Elaineās look and glanced back at the television without saying a word. Ā Elaine swallowed and did the same, feeling the heat rising in her cheeks again. Ā She wondered if her sweater was covering her and she tried to pull it under herself, wiggling a little as she did. Ā She hoped she wasnāt wet down there. Ā
Ā
When the next lot of advertisements came on, Kendra relented. Ā āUm, Elaine?ā
Ā
āYes?ā Ā
Ā
āYouāre umā¦ā Kendra pointed. Ā āHalf your pussy is showing.ā
Ā
āOh, gross. Ā Sorry.ā Ā
How embarrassing! Ā Abruptly Elaine twisted into a sitting position and pulled the sweater under her ass. Ā Nervously she reached for her wine, almost knocking it over. Ā Stopping herself from fanning her face, self-consciously she stared at the T.V., taking a large gulp of wine. Ā The leg band of her panties was cutting her up the middle and she longed to fix it.
Ā
āYou mean you didnāt do it on purpose?ā Kendra asked insistently.
Ā
āNo!ā said Elaine, crossing her legs. Ā āGod, Kendra. Ā It was an accident.ā
Ā
āSure, sure,ā said Kendra, eying Elaineās legs. Ā āJust donāt tease me,ā she whispered. Ā āItāll drive me crazy.ā
Ā
āI wasnāt,ā Elaine said. Ā She thought she sounded like a naughty little girl. Ā āI mean, I wasnāt intending to tease you.ā
Ā
āI know. Ā I shouldnāt have said anything.ā
Ā
Elaine thought if Kendra hadnāt, then she would
still be getting an eyeful. Ā āLetās just forget about it.ā
Ā
āYeah, sorry.ā
Ā
Elaine tasted her wine again and returned her gaze to the television. Ā Her nipples were hard. Ā She wasnāt sure if the bumps could be seen through the hairy wool and she wasnāt going to look down to check. Ā For a second she thought she noticed the scent of her pussy. Ā It felt really juicy.
Ā
I bet Kendra would love to make me cum. Ā
The wicked image of Kendra looking up at her from between her legs assaulted Elaine, almost making her gag on the wine she was sipping. Ā She blinked, hardly believing sheād had the thought in the first place. Ā She glanced at her roommate. Ā Kendra hadnāt noticed Elaine had started to breathe harder. Ā
Ā
I have to get out of here! Ā āUm, I better go study.ā
Ā
āItās nearly over.ā
Ā
Unsteadily Elaine climbed to her feet. Ā āI just have to get back to it.ā Ā She wasnāt even sure why she was explaining.
Ā
āOkay. Ā I think I might have an early night.ā Ā Kendra winked.
Ā
Elaine knew
exactly what she meant. Ā āUh, okay. Ā Gānight.ā
Ā
āNight, Elaine.ā Ā
Ā
It was only a few steps to the hallway, but Elaine knew Kendraās eyes were burning into her ass. Ā
Ā Ugh, she thought as she walked down the hall
. Ā Now Iām even contemplating my roommate getting me off. Ā I bet itās because I canāt play. Ā Whatās wrong with me? Ā And damn Kendra for embarrassing me, and then flaunting the fact that SHEāS going to masturbate. Ā Bitch! Ā Closing her bedroom door behind her, Elaine slipped off her stupid panties and tossed them in The Washing Basket. Ā
Ā
Knock, knock. Ā
Elaine turned to her door just in time to see Kendra wrapped in a towel and holding out the wine Elaine had left in the lounge room. Ā āI topped this up forā¦ oops, sorry.ā Ā She giggled, covering her mouth and āaccidentallyā dropping the towel to the floor.
Ā
Elaineās eyes bugged out. Ā She was mortified! Ā Her leaden feet felt like they were glued to the floor. Ā ā
Kendra!ā she shrieked.
Ā
āYou didnāt answer, so I figured it was okay to come in,ā she said, still chuckling as she picked up the towel and draped it over her shoulder, hiding nothing. Ā She put Elaineās glass on top of her wardrobe and said, āJeez, look at us. Ā Itās like we canāt help it.ā
Ā
āIām half naked here!ā Elaine gasped. Ā āCan you please leave so I can put something on? Ā You hardly gave me a chance to answer you.ā
Ā
āItās nothing I havenāt seen before, you know. Ā Relax.ā
Ā
āKendra! Ā Get out!ā
Ā
āAll right, all right. Ā Jeez.ā Ā Kendra looked disappointed as she backed toward the door. Ā
Ā
Words flowed into Elaineās mind and straight out of her mouth. Ā āWhen you knock, wait for me to answer you. Ā If I donāt answer, then
donāt come in. Ā This is MY space. Ā Donāt invade it without my permission.ā
Ā
āWhatās got into you?ā
Ā
āTheyāre the
rules, Kendra.ā Ā
Ā
āOkay. Ā Iām sorry. Ā Iām going.ā
Ā
As soon as her door was closed, Elaine started pacing back and forth across her room, one hand on her thumping heart.
Ā
THATāS what I donāt like about vanilla. Ā āSeductionā is SO hit and miss. Ā No one knows anything! Ā Itās like ācomplete luckā that anyone ever finds a person who is right for them! Ā Thereās no communication! Ā Thereās no control! Ā Angrily Elaine slipped on some fresh panties and winced at how wet she was. Ā
Ā
This is getting ridiculous. Ā āBong!ā went her machine as Gary logged on. Ā She glanced at the clock before scurrying over. Ā He was about an hour early and Elaine was ecstatic. Ā And surprised. Ā And worried!
Ā
Iāll get a towel in a minute , she thought, feeling her nerves beginning to jangle as she typed, āHello, Gary.ā Ā She added a big grin.
Ā
āGreetings, Elaine.ā Ā He was typing again and Elaine dutifully waited, anxious to hear his words. Ā Soon enough, they arrived. Ā āIāve worked very hard today to get here early. Ā Iām tired and I donāt know how long Iāll last, but I have a lot to cover tonight so Iām hoping for very few distractions.ā
Ā
Fuck , thought Elaine. Ā
Iām never going to get to cum. Ā She swallowed, hoping sheād soon calm down. Ā āYes, Sir,ā she typed. Ā ā
Looking up at you and listening.ā
Ā
ā
Chuckles. Ā Sometimes I get a bit āsingle-mindedā, little one.ā
Ā
Elaine wasnāt sure what he meant, but she loved what he called her. Ā āThatās okay.ā
Ā
āClimb onto my lap. Ā You are relaxed and content, cuddling in my arms. Ā Your legs are open just a little and you can feel my hand resting on your thigh.ā
Ā
Elaine realised she was swinging her knees back and forth and she bit her lip as she typed, ā
Smiles up at you.ā
Ā
āHave you had a good day?ā he asked.
Ā
Elaine didnāt know where to start. Ā āItās been
so weird.ā Ā
Ā
āIām looking forward to hearing all about it.ā
Ā
āYes, Sir.ā
Ā
āAnd donāt worry about your journal tonight.ā Ā
Ā
Elaine had forgotten
all about it! Ā āThank you,ā she typed, feeling a bit guilty.
Ā
āSeeing as Iām an hour early, you probably havenāt had the chance.ā
Ā
āActually, I hadnāt remembered it yet.ā Ā Elaine sent a frown.
Ā
āHey,ā Gary typed. Ā āYou might have. Ā Anyway, itās okay. Ā Everyone slips up now and again.ā
Ā
āIām sorry, Sir.ā Ā Elaine chewed her lip some more as she watched Gary type.
Ā
āYou know, one of the first things Iām going to do is spank you. Ā You are too adorable to go āunspankedā for one minute longer than is necessary.ā
Ā
āSir!ā
Ā
āAre you saying youāre not adorable?ā Ā He sent the face with the tongue poking out.
Ā
āNo. Ā I justā¦ā
Ā
ā
Chuckles and kisses your forehead. Ā Relax. Ā Talking about āspankingā has reminded me of something. Ā Iād like you to look over your
BDSM Checklist and let me know if you make any changes.ā
Ā
Elaine thought that was a good idea. Ā āOkay. Ā I will.ā
Ā
āGood girl.ā
Ā
She recrossed her legs before typing, āI donāt feel like a good girl.ā Ā She followed her message with a blushing face. Ā Her perspiration was accumulating on her top lip and she drew her finger across it, gathering the sweet sweat and sucking it off. Ā
Ā
āAre you all right?ā
Ā
āIām just āon edgeā, Gary. Ā Iām sorry.ā
Ā
āTell me whatās going on.ā
Ā
Elaine thanked God they were going to get to talk about this. Ā She took a deep breath. Ā āI told you that ātelling me I couldnāt cumā would make things really hard. Ā Well, Iām going crazy.ā
Ā
āSuch little self-control.ā
Ā
āIāve been good! Ā I just canāt get the idea out of my head.ā
Ā
āAll right.ā
Ā
āI must be radiating sex or something. Ā Even my roommate is coming onto me. Ā I need to cum so badly and Iām getting all confused and my schoolwork is suffering. Ā When I woke up this morning my jaw was tired from clenching my teeth all night!ā
Ā
āYour roommate is coming onto you?ā
Ā āYes!ā Ā
ā
And youāre wet?ā
Ā
āIāve been wet for two days. Ā Please let me play before I see you. Ā I promise Iāll try to control myself, but if I really canāt stop myself, ā
knowing I canā would be so helpful.ā Ā Elaine gulped. Ā āPlease?ā
Ā
āYou realise youāre begging me to allow you to play with yourself.ā Ā He sent a wink.
Ā āBlushes.ā Ā
āYouāre acting like a horny little slut, arenāt you?ā
Ā
ā
Pouts and nods. Ā And you wonāt believe whatās been going on with Kendra.ā
Ā
āTell me what happened.ā
Ā
Elaine sighed and began typing, describing the strange incidents, even admitting her bizarre thought of having her roommate get her off. Ā Gary chuckled when she told him about the dropped towel incident and Kendraās meek response when Elaine put her foot down. Ā She also confessed that she thought if she had the chance, sheād be playing two or three times a day. Ā The effect of
denying the chance to play had an exponential effect on her
need. Ā It hadnāt been expected. Ā She knew it was going to be hard, but she hadnāt thought it was going to make her go cross-eyed.
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Chuckles. Ā Okay, Okay. Ā Relax and listen to me. Ā I want you to remember something. Ā You have not formally submitted to me in any way, shape or form. Ā At the moment, our motivation is simply voluntary. Ā We are enjoying each other, and we do things because we want to. Ā Thatās all. Ā I was never going to stop you masturbating. Ā Nor would I punish you if you had broken our deal.ā
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āYou wouldnāt have?ā
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āNope.ā
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āIāve been tearing my hair out all evening over this.ā
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Chuckles.ā Ā He sent the face with the big grin. Ā āPoor baby.ā
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The relief Elaine felt was palpable. Ā Her muscles relaxed and her body flushed head to foot. Ā With the mental shackles removed, she briefly tweaked her aching nipples, causing her breath to catch in her chest. Ā She realised what she was doing and quickly typed, āIām sorry, Sir. Ā Iām sure itāll be easier after the weekend.ā
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āWeāll see.ā Ā He sent a warm smile. Ā āIn the meantime, you can put on your nipple clamps under your sweater. Ā Go get them.ā
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Elaine sent the surprised face with the mouth gaping open! Ā
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āDonāt make me wait,ā Gary urged, sending a grin.
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āYouāre mean.ā
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āAnd youāre being teased. Ā Now scoot. Ā When you get back, Iāll send you that surprise I promised.ā
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āBe right back.ā Leaping from the chair, Elaine raced over to her wardrobe and grabbed the clamps. Ā Thankfully she remembered to get a towel. Ā She knew she was going to need it. Ā
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It was strange being reminded that she hadnāt actually submitted to Gary. Ā She felt that in so many ways, she already had. Ā It was true that he was playing with her already. Ā And she loved it. Ā But he hadnāt pushed her at all. Ā He was right. Ā And she was pleased about it. Ā She knew she could choose to do,
or not do, anything she liked. Ā She didnāt
want to choose to play. Ā Not after sheād promised. Ā She sighed. Ā
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I āwantedā to please him. Thatās what I chose. Ā Thatās how easy it was. Ā I just chose. Ā Two more days. Ā Thatās all. Ā Fuck. Ā Two days! Ā
In moments she was back at her desk and shaking like a leaf. Ā āI have them, Sir,ā she typed. Ā āBut can I say something first?ā
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āSure, little one.ā
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Elaine blushed. Ā āI want to hold up my end of our agreement. Ā I wonāt play until I see you.ā
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āYou might want to change your mind after weāre done here.ā Ā Gary winked.
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āNo I wonāt!ā Ā Elaine giggled as she typed, ā
Pouts.ā
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āOkay. Ā Iām impressed. Ā And Iām looking forward to being with you a lot.ā
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āNow pinch your fucking nipples till theyāre nice and hard then pop the clamps on
lightly. Ā You can leave them on longer that way.ā
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In a minute Elaineās heart was thumping and so were her nipples. Ā The clamps werenāt
that tight. Ā It was like her nipples were being held. Ā Her pussy was so wet it was ridiculous. Ā She swallowed and typed, āTheyāre on.ā
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āGood girl. Ā Iāll send you the surprise. Ā Iāll email it. Ā Please read it, then weāll talk about it.ā
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In moments Garyās email arrived. Ā Nervously Elaine opened it and found it was a short note with an attachment. Ā The note simply said, ā
Here is our draft contract. Ā Please review it and weāll talk about it. Ā Gary.ā Ā
Elaine shook with a mixture of awe and trepidation. Ā Things were getting serious. Ā Theyād ratcheted up
another level. Ā With a trembling hand, she manoeuvred her mouse and clicked it open. Ā
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And she read it.