"Why was I ever mooning?"
The next question was only the consequence of the first one, as the slowly appearing sparkles of consciousness informed me about my nightshirt scrolled up to armpits.
"What happened?"
Quiet moans, the smell of making out and the sound of jerking off answered me all I needed to know, and even before I raised my eyelids.
"What time is it?" I growled. Amy Winehouse would pay to have a voice I have in the mornings.
Azem bounced scared on the chair he was sitting, like a school boy caught by a teacher during the break. He wanted to hide the "act of the crime" he held in his hand, but he met a serious obstacle, which was his complete nudity.
"I... I know I promised to wake you up for work... but the sweet way you were sleeping... I would feel guilty, sorry."
"His conscience is fine when he does his famous "business" though," I thought, but I saved the comment to myself. There was no need to argue. This type of things appear after many years of marriage, not between the second day lovers. I trembled and I needed a hot man to cover me. I looked at my watch.
"First match was going to be boring anyway. Maybe you can entertain me better than two clowns pushing a yellow ball from one side of the net to another with a help of a racket?"
"Here are my balls baby, you can push them a little, but please, do not use a racket," Azem said as he approached me.
I went down on his balls to lick and suck them, and he stroked his penis at the same time. I loved the sound he exhaled when I flicked my tongue between his smooth twins, delicately cupping them in the same time. Then I pushed each with my delicate lips. Then I sucked again. Azem really took his time cumming this morning. I felt how all these male attributes were heavy and ready to unload, but he didn't make a mistake from last night. Maybe he imagined some nasty grannies. He put me slowly on my back and laid on me. A cock slipped into my eager womanhood. I moaned with lust. He put my both hands above my head and kept them with his own hand. His other one adjusted my hips and legs for a deep penetration. I heated up immediately. His thrusts were deep, but slow. We looked in each other's eyes. Gosh, how happy I felt... The happiness that fulfilled me was a mixture of physical bliss and mental comfort. As I said before, orgasms wear me out, therefore, I try to avoid them. I enjoyed the loving, slow atmosphere we introduced.
"You make me feel so meaningful in this meaningless world," I smiled.
Azem smiled back. He clinched me in a hug and sucked on my lips. I threw my shoulders around his neck. My pelvis went up without asking me for permission. That instinct move encouraged Azem for bolder pokes. I moaned with each. My breath became shorter. His kisses lost the patience. Finally, he moved down to suck my neck's skin and I caught his sexy, thick hair in my little fists. There was no excuse; my pussy got badly slammed. Wet balls reminded of themselves as they hit my bums. I gasped louder for the first time...
"Scream baby, I want to hear you," he begged.
I let out a shout the whole block must have heard. My own sounds turn me on; the crucial moment was just a few thrusts away... Azem raised his head to kiss me so much. Our fingers crossed. I felt his dick sliding out and shooting all cum the shop offered on my stomach. He didn't neglect to move, so his balls rubbing my clit almost gave me a convulsion. It was the first time in my life I have come in the very same moment as my partner. He was such a caring one; seeing I was all in shivers and about to sob, he reached for a quilt and kept me close under it, kissing my wrists.
"What do you think about the size of my cock?"
Romantic moment was broken. Screw men and their cock issues, dammit.
"It's okay," I answered, breathless, but annoyed.
"Okay? Is that it?"
"It hurts me at the beginning, but later it's fine. On average, it gives an *okay*."
We weren't face to face, so he couldn't see my badly hidden giggle. Off you go man, here is your lesson there are priorities before the penis' size.
"Hmm," he muttered. "Have you seen bigger ones? Have you seen the black guys?"
"Yes, I have. African students in my dorm, when they go to the shared shower in the corridor, they go naked and boned." I spoke the truth. I had second thoughts nevertheless. I didn't want Azem to feel bad. He was so nice for me, we were crazy about each other, why all this cock size conversation at all? I turned back to him. He seemed worried and lacking words.
"I adore your dick, because it is a part of *you*, and you are an exceptional person for me, I feel easy with you. I admire you for having a Masters as it's something for me yet to accomplish, for being funny and well-spoken, uhmm, for being sexy... I don't know what type of girls you have dated before me. I wouldn't go to bed with a 15 inch prick guy when he's a moron."
"True about the girls I was seeing before," he sighed and hugged me. "I think money was their priority, but I like to tell myself it was the size and maybe my looks that mattered the most."
I felt really sorry. I didn't know what to answer.
"Who said money didn't count? I'll charge you for destroying my two shirts and a thong," I tried to turn everything into a joke.
"Anyway, I was only to ask you how you would feel about anal sex, and then all this conversation happened; maybe it's good that I didn't ask..." Azem finished the topic, but in fact, he hoped I would continue.
"Yes, good that you didn't ask." I cut it short.
"What? Have you ever had it?"
I didn't know what to answer again, regarding the circumstances it happened in.
"Is it difficult to choose from "yes" and "no"?" Azem hushed me.
"I was raped. Please, don't ask me for details..."
"Awwwhhh...," he chortled.
The atmosphere got as thick as in the school toilet where it's filled with a cigarette smoke.
"Anyway, I must go to work. It's later than it was half an hour ago." I stood up and started to get dressed.
At work I couldn't sit in one place. I had problems to focus on writing a report. Anal sex wasn't something I considered bad itself; I knew about the women who could even achieve an orgasm this way, it was only all about my bad experiences from when I was younger. Then again, I considered myself open-minded enough and willing to try many things during my life. "I may like or dislike, but I should at least give it a go, and I don't know when is the next time I meet such a caring, experienced lover. I'm sure he stops when I chicken out. If we both like it, it will bring us closer together; who knows, maybe as close as a relationship?" I battled with my thoughts. Finally I headed to the nearest pharmacy for something appropriate and went earlier home by metro.
Home's decoration was a surprise for me - candles and roses everywhere. I was supposed to stay in the tennis hall for a few hours more, because the matches usually finish near midnight. This is why not all the details were prepared yet. With a heart prompted with love I rushed to the living room to sing out the clumsy morning should be forgotten and the night was going to be amazing. I saw Azem talking in Albanian on the phone.
"It's Muli," he whispered to me and gestured I should go to another room.
Not quite a greeting I expected, but at least nothing could prevent me from taking a long bubble bath and preparing myself for all I had planned. Wrapped in a white frotte towel I silently appeared at the door. They were still chatting. I decided to listen for a moment as I was curious if that language was similar to anything else. To my astonishment I didn't have problems understanding one of the words frequently used in the conversation, maybe because it was my own name. Azem disconnected as soon as he had noticed me.
"How was the work day, my little comedian?" He cooed. "I'll light the candles and bring the champagne, yes?"
"My today's report sucked," I grumbled.