I am a 56 year old man who is married and we have one child together.

I like to cross dress and desire be dominated. I like it when my Mistress talks dirty to me, reprimands me, insults me, spanks me, whips me. I go by Tabitha, Missy (NOT Sissy).

I know masculine as I am 6'6" tall with facial hair hours after shaving. I would love to get laser surgery for facial hair removal so I could have smoother skin. I get turned on when I get to dress in my favorite outfits especially my French Maid Dress or when my wife does my make up.

I found Lush through my wife who created this account for me to help me with exploring my desires, wants, needs and such. My wife has encouraged me to explore this side as long as I am honest with her. I wasn't at first and it became an issue.

It is not for me to question the why but to live my life with my wife. She is the owner and ruler of me. It is what I asked of her and what she has struggled with. Therefore, it is what I must give in order to receive the life I desire