I was at a bar, not dressed, unfortunately. A guy next to me started chatting me up. He was very handsome. He had a scruffy beard, a "dad-bod," and the most intense eyes. He was charismatic and charming. I started feeling this weird tingling butter-fly feeling in my stomach, and that's when I realized that, for the first time, I was very attracted to a man. I didn't act on it. I'm not sure if he would have been into it, but when he eventually paid his tab and walked away, I had an incredible urge to be with him. The strange part is, before that, I never had a bi-sexual or gay thought in my life. But in that moment, for the first time, I just had an incredible urge to suck his cock!
I definitely prefer to bottom. Giving yourself over to someone and being in their hands as they take you is such a wonderful feeling. Losing that sense of control and just giving into the pleasure of getting fucked is intoxicating.