Thanks for the help everyone. i said screw it and talked to them. Now im their man fuck buddy and its all good, ill see where this goes and deal with it in the future i guess
id be complimented and back off from the kiss. sorry but i wouldn't just fuck you then and there
I'm not pushing and won't ever, unless they decide its over. ill always help them be together and work out their problems. also i should say there have been moments with her since my break up a while ago. we have kissed, semi made out. have danced a lot, and were seriously close so i sleep over at her place all the time, just me and her. Sorry if my story was long and really hard to read.
OK, so I've had a confusing last year and a half of my life and it has come up with some serious issues i need help with. It's about relationships so if you don't want to get into that i would back out now. it will get super serious.
To start it all off i need to go back a year and a half. So i met this girl a year and a half ago, lets name her Abbi because it starts with A.
So me and Abbi immediately hit it off and become best friends. We grew really close and it was somewhat like we could start something physically, and become some sort of relationship. but that didn't happen. Another girl was in the picture, lets call her Becky.
Now me and Becky also started getting really close really quick but it was obvious it was going to be a physical relationship and not just a friend thing. Well me and Becky became physical as me and Abbi became best friends. Me and Becky became official and i immediately pushed all thoughts of Abbi out as far as something more than friends, and literally became as best of friends as you can get.
Now about a year passed and she met a girl and decided she wanted to date her so i helped her through coming out to everyone else. it was a good time, me and Becky were golden and Abbi met Candy (3rd girl in all this) and they were perfect. Now because i was so close to Abbi i became equally as close with Candy.
At the end of the year or so time frame me and Becky broke up. And when i finally moved on Becky and Candy and I became closer than ever. So close that they began to call me their boyfriend and it became a three way relationship essentially. now don't get me wrong its nice but it sucks because i am in love with Abbi.
There have been signs that she likes me more than just friends but i cant tell completely. Now i don't think i could ever say anything or do anything while Abbi and Candy are dating but its always been rough for them and I've been the one to keep them together. I've had chances to end their relationship but I wont ever do it and will always help both of them stay together.
So basically what do i do. I think there could be feelings between us but i also think her side is somewhat mitigated because she is in her relationship. could that be? am i just screwed? is this as wierd of a situation as i think it is?
insomnia+boredom+3am+crappy tv=me typing this
oh boy, im never letting anyone know about this.....
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