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oldhound
Over 90 days ago
Straight Male, 56
Saudi Arabia
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Hell yes Im conflicted. I want to be fulfiled and happy, I was ecstatic when I thought I had a chance. I knew she was dating other guys, didnt care, we were by no means exclusive. It was HOW she did the last bit, she.knew she was wrong for whatever reason. I dont claim my issues are more than anyones, especially a victims, All I wajt is one of that damn gender to admit why they do this to me and others like me instead of using lines like, everything happens for a.reason, she is out there if youre patient, you need to change ypur atmosphere and change your outcomes, maybe youre just aiming too high, all that crap and just admit ”yeah , giys like you are fun to torture”.
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Fulfilling? You people keep using terms like that and happy and well all that other muck. I explained my issue, goody for me it kept piling on, I guess now Im to the point I just want to be verified, that Im not nuts, that at least where Im concerned, women are a valid threat. Hell I can go back to second freakin grade with games and stunts the gender has pulled on me, so can you fault me for my thoughrs and reactions?
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No, nephew is gay, I had no issues, even defended him from my brother, whose beliefs say its a choice or weakness, not genetic. And already had that talk with both of my sons. Family is very...devout and my religion is a target to them. Only thing that would set me off would be to.find out the boys were being hurt...or bullied. But I would know that already since I get all their medical bills. Nope its just another really big nail
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Really, just yesterday I got banned from my sons graduation from high school by his mother and my mother. This is due to a letter my second wife sent to my first about my religion. and as far as they are concerned, Im disowned. Not the godfather to my nephews, cant talk to my sons, etc. you really see a happy ending?
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Psychobabble is just that. A therapist may have schooling but they are limited by their life experirences, their frame of reference. Ive had to go to therapists as early as sixth grade when the teacher told my folks I was retarded because I Drew circles and squares in the wrong direction...Im left handed, the test was found obsolete twenty years prior. Another that my second wife made me go to for the ptsd from a.shooting I witnessed before the Army, used a techninique that somehow put me in red status 24/7, instead of.just irritable at my wife because I wanted a divorce. Stats aint good lol
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What lead me to see the wizard? My view, was not self destructive behavior, but the games played and I let myself be the victim, probably encouraged it due to my almost medival code( for lack of a better term). I always sided with the female, tried to protect them, not for sexyal gain, because I though thats.what I should do. Seems that just cries target to the estrogen banshees, so let them fend for themselves.