I've always had a homosexual curiosities desires to be alone naked and sexual with another man. Things I've watched and did at an early age. From the first time masturbating I tasted myself and began fantasies About sucking dicks. My first time with a woman she was twice my age and married spending that summer together I thought it was so hot involved with a 30yr old woman. She taught me things most men will never learn in a lifetime. I learned giving oral pleasure is the ultimate act of submission taught me how to read body language movements breathing sounds giving what a woman wants how she wants it way another woman would give it. Learned how to get pleasure from giving pleasure. I was forty-five divorced when the opportunity to be with a man felt right he was 19 gay and black. It was 2yrs before I was really comfortable with men their musky crotches one day naked on my knees sucking a straight married man's hard throbbnng cock feelings I had no woman ever did that to me. Married a 3rd time my sexuality had never split equally after 8yrs o had little desire for another woman getting caught online with many random straight married men we divorced 6yrs now I've lived as a gay man.