I'm Maddie (formerly Matt). I'm a full-time CD/TS submissive 20-something trying to survive life as best I can. Discovered my true self while in college and while is had been freeing, it has been challenging as well. Real life hasn't afforded me the fulfillment of my fantasies or desires yet, so I turn to the ultimate place for fantasy fulfillment - the web, specifically Lush. Used to come out here to read stories and dream when I was in college...and younger...and decided to give this a go. Be gentle...but not to gentle, lol.