I think it was the first time (20 years or so ago) I looked at Japanese porn with a femdom theme. I thought how wonderful it would be to have a woman just take control of me, twist my nipples, sit on my face so I can service her, spank me, peg me, etc. For many years I just suffered in silence too shy to bring the subject up to my wife. Last night I finally told her what I wanted. I now have a beautiful Mistress! We started last night with my ass getting warmed up with a paddle and then as I was restrained face up on the bed my Mistress sat on my face for what must have been an hour or so. I was in heaven! She also tortured my nipples and kept biting my cock! She's a natural! Today I showed her something else online. In a week or so Mistress will be pegging me! I can't wait!