That is almost disturbing to think someone wouldn't check it out first.....
I was in the closet for a long ti8me about my sexuality, I felt dirty even guilt. I would watch shemale/trans movies to actually lessen the undue burden that was heaped on my brain by close minded (probably secretly closeted themselves) friends and family. I love women and men, differently, yet both equally. I honestly believe that I could marry and be completely happy with a person in transition. I now watch all kinds of porn and get aroused whether man/man, tranny, lesbian etc. I) thibk that to most its curiosity or a perversion to me it she is beautiful lady that was born with a defect from birth. No different than any other person.
I love sucking cock, I love the emotional burst I get, it far surpasses the physical pleasure that I feel. I get a different connection with pleasuring a female, equal but different. I am almost always in the mood for oral, I love it as much as sex, more than that even I crave it, I am in almost complete control of another person and to take them slowly to that point of euphoria makes me cum, sometimes without even touching myself. But the best part of any sexual act has always been to give, that is where its at, at least for me.