Well hello there, and thank you for perusing my profile, the age old tradition of lurkers and voyeurs from the dawn of time!!! Oh and don’t you try to deny it, there is a tad bit of voyeurism and exhibitionism in all of us. What would the world be without it, pretty damn boring I am thinking?

So before we get started, lets get the boring stuff out of the way. You know the stuff you have to obviously write just to make sure it is understood.... Like when a coffee cup has to have printed in bold type... CONTENTS HOT.... really?

MEN… I am not interested. Please no whispers or PVT chat requests. But as I am generally a polite person, feel free to publicly say hello in the pic rooms if you see me, I will usually respond.

WOMEN… you on the other hand I am very interested in.

KIDS… I have no interested in your relationship with your children. I have no interest in kids at all. Bring up the topic will most likely end the conversation.

PICS… I learned my lesson. Enough said


Ok, back to our regularly scheduled program.

Mid 50’s woman, divorced for several years. The marriage was basically loveless and very VANILLA I am discovering. It sucks when you don't know what you don’t know. It was years after the divorce that I realized I had an attraction to other women. Being raised conservative, and in a vanilla marriage it really freaked me out! It has taken about 4 years to get to this comfort level. I have met some amazing women here and consider may as closes friends. I even fell in love, she was my true Muse, but that topic is not up for conversation. I recently returned to LUSH after a short sabbatical.

Now while I am still trying to figure it all out, likes, dislikes, kinks and fetishes, It was in the early summer of 2020 when I had my “awakening”. A moment of clarity that opened all of my senses to the possibility of experiences with other women. I had flirted with the idea… Had read, looked, researched, but it wasn’t until, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, I lost my career and Covid that I realized that I am in charge of my own happiness. As for you 2020… FUCK YOU… Strongly worded letter to follow.

Someone once suggested I was a diamond in the rough, still needing all of my facets to be cut and polished. I am far from being finished, shaped and set. So, I am looking for multiple experiences that show me all the options available to me, as you can imagine, I am getting a late start, so if I seem impatient, I apologize… But what do you expect when you let the fox guard the hen house, give a convict the keys to the jail, or put a kid in a candy store. Giggles

Interests
I enjoy music. It is a the gateway to the soul. I am trying to teach myself the guitar. Please note, i did not say "i play the guitar" because that would be a gross overstatement, but i do enjoy the process. Also writing some songs for therapeutic, internal consumption only, and that will be all i have to say for the talent portion of this evenings program. I LOVE to cook as it pleases me to watch others be pleased by something i created. I enjoy gardening, though my current situation has put the kibosh on that for the time being, i cannot wait to get my hands dirty again!

Favorite Movies
For Movies.... Covid has, like many, introduced me to binge watching NETFLIX original series'. When i have the time that is. For actual movies i enjoy some comedies, anything with Bill Murry, dark drama or dark comedies. Tarantino and the Cohen Brothers makes me laugh... I know twisted aren't i. My love for dark dramas probably stem from watching Film Noir Genre movies from the 30's and 40's with my step mother growing up. I still enjoy them today and from time to time will find myself in front of the TV watching TCM when they have a Film Nior weekend!