How to keep this short...well, here goes.  I'm Angel. I'm in my 40's and have 3 kids ranging from 8-12.  I'm widowed going on 2 years now.  Kids think I should start dating again, but I don't think I'll ever find what I had before.  Hubby and I were, for lack of a better term, sex toys for another couple for a long time, and I doubt that I could find someone that would be able to fill that void in my life, at least like that.  It's a long story and I'm sure if you're read this far you'll want to discuss it.  I'm willing to, but understand that I can't PM as I'm not a paying member.  Some things I'll discuss in an open room, some I won't.  If you have a discuss things privately here, I'm all for it.  But I'm out here just looking to play, to engage in a way I can't quite do in real life at this time...to explore and enjoy with no strings attached.