English isn't my first language. Maybe I'll write a poem/story (erotic one), but, not too soon. I'll lurk more as I've lost some things. One of them is trust, another one is pleasure and the last one is hope.
+lacking social skills. ______ & I've decided not to upgrade my account. That's why I won't send friend requests, but I'll folloa you (?). If you want to ask/talk with me, and you really want that, leave a message + an e-mail adress. I'll try to answer as soon as possible.
Interests I like to explore emotions so I search for stories, music or art that can satisfy my craving. I used to read mangas, but, now, I like to read novels as they are more descriptive. I search for explanations and that's why I prefer descriptive books to mystery ones. My favorite painter is Francis Goya and I like flowers, cats, birds and fish - they don't change, nor hide so often, like in human cases. Even if I lack trust in someone or dislike that someone, I'll try to treat him/her as a human and that's because I want to believe in me, in my power of being me and I want to look forward to the future, not to remain caught in the past or in the present. And, if I can, I'll give as many chances as I can, if it can help someone change. If I can help, I'll try to help but, within some limits. I won't sacrifice others, only me and..if I see worth in that.
I dislike the usage of adjectives as a common ground for understanding. You can describe something but, you can't impose your opinion as a matter of fact; at most, you can use it only as a reference.
& I'm no mirror, nor island.
&I'm interested in subjects like education, management, social interactions, politics and other subjects centered on humans as the main point of interest.
&with every character I die and live, I learn to die, I live to die. That's why I search, that's what I wish and stand for: a still life? I'm cultivating a taste for drama, for tragedy and romance and I prefer to explore inner worlds to actual worlds and that's because I believe that an answer is, in itself, a question. A question to a self.
"I prefer to be a mortal so that I can climb up or go down on the stairs of sin and pleasure, of white and death. Being, i can chose what to be: a saint or a devil. Only humans can chose in more than one way".
Favorite Books The legendary moonlight sculptor, Pact, Reincarnator, I shall seal the heaven, Gate: thus the JDSF fought there, Wolf Fang, The mysterious Island & others.
Favorite Authors Honore de Balzac, Karl May, Irving Stone, Jack London, NAM Heesung, Wildbowpig, ALLA, Er Gen; E. Hemingway, Sienckiewicz, A.J.Cronin, Steinbeck, J. Clavell, B. Disraeli, Lynne Reid Banks, Selma Lagerlorf, Rudyard Kipling, Angela Sommer Bodenburg, Terry Pratchett, C.S.Lewis and others.
Favorite Movies The King of Pigs, One flew over the cuckoo's nest, Milk, Hunger, Child's play, Black hearth, white soul (ad), Black president (ad), The mask, Caught in time & Jim Carrey movies, Police Academy.
Favorite Music Emilie Autumn, Aurelio Voltaire, IAMX, Blutengel, Twiztid, Sopor Aeternus, And one, Bonaparte, Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio, Diorama, Neuroticfish, Pink, Rotersand, Diary of dreams, Aligatoah, Manufactura, Hollywood undead, The twilight sad, Fractional, Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson, Wumpscut, Your favorite martian, Joe Dassin, Susumu Hirasawa, Gorillaz, Schaffeer the Darklord, smooth jazz & others.