Okay, so I'm eighteen years old, single, and still a virgin. I'm definitely ready to lose my virginity. Well, I'm not sure if I should wait for the "right person", like someone I'm dating or not... but I've been single for two years now (I live in a small town lol). Anyway, I've been in love with the same guy for about two years (we never dated because of distance). He goes to the same college that I plan to go to. The feelings between us are not mutual anymore. We're still good friends. But I do love him, and I want to lose my virginity to him more than anything. I fantasize about him almost every time I masturbate. But I don't want to ruin our friendship, and I don't want anything to be awkward. What do you think I should do?
I would for a partner, I would not for a stranger, and I would for another girl.
Yes. And I'm straight, but I love lesbian porn. "Not a lesbian, but she a freak though" ;)
I told the guy I love (but can't be with) that he was in my dream. He said, "Cassie, I do not have to sleep in order to dream about you."
He's also said, "I love you, Cassie. You are one of the bravest, strongest people that I know. You are indescribable. Oh, and you are beautiful. It comes as an afterthought because I do not really consider things like that at all, but it is no less true now that I have thought about it. I use you as inspiration, as you know. Thank you for teaching me how to enjoy being me and living life in an improved manner."
A different guy has said, "You are beautiful. But your beauty is deeper than just the pretty looks. Which you have. It's your enthusiasm towards life. The way you can talk for hours to a guy you've yet to meet. It's the way you laugh about EVERYTHING. It's everything about you. Your appreciation of every little nuance of life is just so refreshing and spectacular and just astonishes me. I sometimes cut you off and sometimes am just a straight up dick to you. But you are one of the more beautiful people I've ever known. Usually. Especially with girls. Even ones I have met. They'll be in my life for two months maybe three. Before I decide they annoy me. You've been in my life for awhile and that speaks to how deep and amazing you are."
