I have strict parents and they don't approve me having a bf.  But I secretly do have a bf and also had a year long affair with an older married man (no bf does not know).  I learned so much about myself in that affair.  I am submissive, love rough sex, name calling, pleasing my man, anal sex (who knew?!), being sexual and kinky.  I am now more attracted to older married men that have dirty minds.