Hi everyone! My name is Aemilia. I am a closeted (unfortunately), bi-sexaual crossdresser in the North Mississippi/Memphis, TN area. I have been crossdressing since I was a pre-teen. The frequency of my crossdressing waned a lot in highschool (chasing girls and trying to be cool will do that 😊). 

When I was an upperclassman in college I started to crossdress again with more frequency, but it was more of fetish than anything else. Got married to a beautiful, spectacular woman who even when she’s just lounging manages to look absolutely adorable. I started to notice that I wished sometimes I could just be feminine and cute like she is. A lightbulb went off in me and I realized that these urges to crossdress weren’t just some sexual fetish but it was a femininity within myself that was just as real and a part of me as my masculine side. 

Skip forward a few months and her sister is donating a bunch of clothes that for one reason or another she just didn’t wear enough, or ever, to justify the space it took up. I was asked to take them along with some items we were going to donate as well. Lucky me ☺️. Her sister just so happens to be the size I wear and in shoes too! Before donating the items, I put a few to the side for myself. Having cute clothes and cute shoes that are actually fashionable and fit me correctly was the key. Aemilia was truly born. 

Since then my wardrobe has grown. I now had the confidence to purchase my own clothes, shoes, makeup, etc. Unfortunately while I fully accept this side of myself now, I still live in the South and have relationships and friendships that could possibly end if they knew. 

I guess that is why I am here. I know there are many more out there like me. I am hoping to meet new people and make friendships that accept Aemilia as I do. As for my appearance, I have medium length brown hair, hazel eyes, weigh about 160lbs and I’m 5’ 10”. Hopefully in a year or so I will actually have a butt to proud of 😊.