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SarahFun
Over 90 days ago
Heteroflexible Cis Female, 44
0 miles · Atlanta

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Let's say I was very traditional until my carefully constructed world was blown apart by a painful divorce. I was introduced to Lush during the confusing months when I was newly single and seeking to rediscover myself. I suppose you could say that I am being de-pruded and Lush has helped with that process. I have a way to go and I am not sure how far down that road I will journey. I have been allowing myself to get to know the naughtier girl who has always been there inside but who until now has been suppressed. I have done a few things I never thought were in me, so I guess it is a case of watching this space!
I am working from home most of the time which means I have to break up more arguments between my daughters who are also home from school
It is nearly two years since I discarded by husband, which was a really blessed subtraction! Just I don't know what he gets up to, he now has no reason to know where I go and what I get up to. Lush has helped me escape from a stultifying past and is opening the door to new possibilities. And if Ex has discovered this little part of my life then he shouldn't be snooping
Several weeks ago I got a lovely glass dildo and spent an afternoon playing with it when my children were out. It seemed to be an afternoon of endless, toe-curling arousal
being the only woman at a formal dinner and having my clothes torn off my body until I am naked. Then the men taking turns with me on the dining table
When I was with my ex I think I probably under-estimated the part that my underwear could have played in our sex life. Since I have been single again I have started added some lovely lingerie to the drawer at the back of which is hidden my growing collection of sex toys. I feel great when I wear it, and my male partners have felt great when their hands scrambling under my clothes have found them.
When I was with my ex I think I probably under-estimated the part that my underwear could have played in our sex life. Since I have been single again I have started added some lovely lingerie to the drawer at the back of which is hidden my growing collection of sex toys. I feel great when I wear it, and my male partners have felt great when their hands scrambling under my clothes have found them.
I had never done something like that until last year but then I started doing it to celebrate my reacquired singleness. I am lucking to have modestly-sized firm breast that look good without a bra, and there is something very arousing when out in public you can feel a pair of gorgeous eyes mentally undressing you.
I thought my ex was a good boy, but he really was damaged goods. Since divorcing I have been sampling men of various kinds and am not sure what suits me best
Quote by desireintimacy
i am finding myself and reality i am finding there are free thinking people all around us.. and i am learning to find my comfort level in being more open.... i find i am a basic submissibve type once out of the pressures of business.. and it is ok to be attracted by both men and WOMEN/////


I am in full agreement with this. I guess you could say that discovering Lush after I had separated and divorced has opened me up in all sorts of ways.
Quote by ElizabethS
No matter how strong and confident I am in my role as a professional, a mom, and a wife, when the sexual tension builds, the thoughts turn erotic, or a man presents himself in a confident (not cocky) strong way, it's like a switch flips in me and I slip immediately into a submissive, desiring to please mindset. Always felt that way, just instinctively.


I completely agree with Elizabeth.
Since my divorce sex has been very very irregular. Right now I would happily have sex a dozen times a day...
The wicked me would love it. The modest me is scared out of her wits at the idea
Several times I have had all my hair cut off and then given it away
I enjoy my vibrator, but I have a tiny little tube that I keep in my handbag and use in times of 'emergency', when in the car, in rest rooms.
Am I unusual in this -- or is it normal? was tidying my clothing drawers this weekend and realize I have spent far more on pretty lingerie and underwear than ever in my life?
I have a brand-new bed, mattress, bedclothes, and so forth. I could no longer bear to sleep in a bed that I shared with my ex-husband. This one is MINE and so when I invite someone to sleep with me there will be no memory of that creature
I find I have sexy dreams that I can't remember, but I do wake up wanting
I love listening to the Kate, the Duchess of Cambridge, talking
Since my divorce I have worked hard to get back into shape and now look pretty good in yoga pants. However, I only wear them around the house as I know they show far more than I am willing to put out there!
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Size is not everything - performance is.


Quite right
Quote by Meggsy
Size is not everything - performance is.


Quite right
Quote by Meggsy
Size is not everything - performance is.


Quite right