35 years old, started out as crossdresser and beginning to accept myself as a male to female transsexual. I am in therapy with Dr. Michele Angello and would love to have Dr. Christine McGinn do my surgery. I am on the submissive and feminine side. Jane Marie is my hero and avatar love her. I love when people send pictures and comments. Not into pee, scat, etc but love blow jobs, cum, anal, and bukkake. I accept my position in life now as a submissive slut. Great news my therapist gave me the okay to get my "Orchiectomy" yeah one step closer to becoming me! Please don't whisper, say anything and be honest in the room and then we will see where it takes us. Well my ex wife Donna and her sister Lori suggested we grab a drink together. I thought this seemed unusual but maybe she was extending an olive branch. Later on they talked me into getting a tattoo. Trust me they said just like Donna trusted you when you were married. Here I am laying on my stomach and both of them are laughing and giggling. Turns out the tattoo on my lower back reads "Tranny Slut." Well today I got great news, my "Orchiectomy" is set to happen on 3/28/19, how fitting, my birthday! Well this morning I met with the doctor and her staff for my "pre op testing" for my "orchiectomy" this is being done on 3/28/19, my birthday. It was a little embarassing when I realized that everyone saw my tattoo and had a good laugh. But when they said hop up on the table and slide down with your feet in the stirrups that is when it really hit home. Here I am legs spread wide being examined and realized that this will be forever. Especially after my sex change surgery.

Well I am a little groggy but my little useless testicles are gone. I had the surgery earlier today and can't sleep right now but they are gone, yeah!

Well it seems that I may be part of a study on being transsexual. It seems that I may be meeting with premed gyn students to help them understand both pre and post op transsexuals. This would involve both group meetings and medical exams. Stay tuned, lol.

Many of you have asked me to describe myself so here goes. 5'4", shoulder length brown hair and brown eyes. Almost a 38 b cup with very sensitive nipples that love attention. 36" waist and hips with legs that love heels and hose.I am on hormones and have had an "Orchiectomy" which means those nasty little balls have been removed resulting in my little 2" clit being totally and permanently dead. My only way to achieve an orgasm is through anal penetration with no semen.

Last night I had an interesting thing happen with a woman, Jane, who I work with and have confided in. I was over her house having drinks when her husband Scott walked in. After having more drinks Scott said that he would not mind breaking a Tgirl in. Jane, smiled, and said really? And Scott said yes sexually they know what they want. Jane smiled and laughed and said take Robyn then.

Well I was hoping to finally have bottom surgery and then Covid hit and everything came to a halt.

I finally got back on my feet, new job and saving money hoping to finally have my sex change surgery on 3/28/24. Now it is on hold because I need a second letter from a therapist confirming my diagnosis. Damn I just want to become complete and be like any other submissive bisexual woman.

Just got home from a barbecue and pool party at Jane and Scott's. After everyone left I was helping them clean up and asked if there was anything I could do to help. With that Jane said yes Scott needs you as he walked into the kitchen.He was wearing a robe over what I thought was his swimsuit. Giggling Jane opened his robe revealing his cock and said he needs some attention as she stroked it smiling at me. I kneeled down in front of him she fed his cock into my mouth. See Scott I told you she would be a great cocksucker as he held my head his balls hitting my chin. Little did I know they were filming this as he throat fucked me cum leaking out of my mouth. I find I get very turned on during sex when men and women talk dirty to me.

Last Saturday I was invited of Jane's cousins house for an "Adult Sex Toy" demonstration with about 15 other women. Some were straight, bi, lesbian, and all were very interested in me and the toys. It was very different to say the least.

Wow I just got off the phone with Jane, and she and Scott invited me to move in with them. I am in total shock but it would help me financially. I would be able to try and save more money for my sex change surgery. Sounds too good to be true and I will have to sit down with both of them for further discussion.
Well after talking to Jane and Scott I have decided to move into their three bedroom house. It definitely has advantages and looking forward to our growing friendship and support. They will be throwing a Halloween Party on November 2nd and Jane says she already has my costume picked out.

The Halloween Party was wild, Jane had me wearing the bare minimum, purple heels, garter belt, black thi highs, and matching purple jeweled butt plug and I was blindfolded. For added fun she placed a purple bow on my useless clitty. When the blindfold was removed I was bound to a bench with a leg spreader. I was on display for all the guests to see and pleasure. Everyone loved the nipple clamps! And yes I was teased about having the surgery and getting a pussy.

I especially get turned on by men and women being very verbal with me.

I just realized I just wanted to be accepted as the woman I was supposed to be, except that I was born with a defect that can be corrected. But my heart and soul is that of a woman who loves to please others.

So at my last meeting with my therapist she asked if I had the sex change surgery who would I like to lose my virginity to, a man or a woman? Ummmmmm both, lol?

Well I knew that it would happen, was laid off today. Also my sex change surgery which I was hoping for later this year has been postponed indefinitely. 

Great news I finally got a new job with a major "Logistics Company" and it is working inside the office which means I can now wear nice clothes! This also means that I am back to saving money again to pay for my sex change surgery! Jane and Scott are still moving forward to have someone publish a book and films about my future sex change operation. Jane is also taking me for another tattoo on my lower stomach which will say "Shemale" and after my surgery below will add "Pussy."

Hi everyone I am still trying to get used to the "New Lush" and miss being able to read profiles and pictures and having fun. Recently many of you have asked to see real pictures of me with people that I know. I moved in with Jane and her husband Scott while I transition to have my sex change surgery. Jane is documenting my story and hopefully will sell it to a website for people to see. because of that we were told legally do not post any pictures until that happens. I am sorry that I cannot honor your requests, I am really an exhibitionist at heart and enjoy being seen and used.

Just received word that my sex change surgery that was scheduled for March 28th has been postponed. Apparently there is a disagreement between my therapist and surgeon. This is based on the fact that during Covid I lost my job and stopped seeing my therapist because of funds but had already been approved for surgery by her. Now they are saying I should have been seeing my therapist up until I had the surgery. I am really heartbroken!

Love,

Robyn

Interests
Shopping, dining, beach, men, women, sex, shopping. Been finding myself really being turned on by being submissive to men and women. I often fantasize about being with another home probing and flicking my new pussy while she has complete control over me.

Favorite Movies
"Trading Places", "42", "The Irishman", "The Green Book"

Favorite TV Shows
Big Bang Theory, Young Sheldon, Friends

Favorite Music
Taylor Swift, Kenny Chesney, Brooks and Dunn, Madonna, Cher