Please do not follow me ... Not a writer ...

Not a newbie to Lush... Spent more than 10 years with wonderful partners..but when they left , I let the devil get close... I allowed myself to become the pawn of a truly evil narcissistic individual here whose cyber bullying games almost broke me .... Almost made me completely lose myself .. I impulsively deleted my profile that I had spent so many years creating. .. I lost everything , my messages on my wall , mails ...Regret is a good thing.. Just a pity it is always too late . I have risen from the ashes of what was with a little help. ...and for that , Mike will always have a piece of my heart .. actually my whole ❤️...every inch of me .... hopefully a helluva lot stronger and holding my head high once again.... But, no longer trusting of people here in lush ...maybe a piece of me will always be broken ... I am my own person , I answer to none .

2024 has unfortunately not been the best of years for me ... But here's to a brighter tomorrow ...🍹

“It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live”

"Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light."

I wander the lanes and alleys of lush . Lurking in the lounge..Perving in the picture rooms and reading the stories.... I only talk in general in the room.... and only if I feel the need to say something... . No drama... I am here to have fun. Lush is my escape.... My solution after being told to make more of an effort to engage in small talk with other people .

An extreme introvert as well as being a punk rocker with flowers in her hair. 

The stories are what brought me here to lush...

"A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies" 

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Here we are again

And I wonder just how much

Hurt can one life bear ....

You promised me more

than I had want or need for

But I fell again ...

Believing in you

Your sexy voice in my ear

Talking so dirty ...

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What has happened

To you ?, to us ? Why did you go ?

Without any words

My heart was broken

For the longest time waiting

Thinking I could not

Be whole ME again

Never love or trust again

Mourning what once was

But he was waiting

Picking up all the pieces

Making my heart whole again

My heart beats strong again

Just a glimpse of him daily

Makes me smile, giddy

Each message we share

Filled with innuendo and lust

Each conversation

Treasured and kept safe

In sync

But life moves on

And I wander alone again

This time less broken ...

📚📚📚📖

Favourite Books Too many too mention, but some of my favourite stories are here on Lush.

Favourite Authors

Favourite Movies

Harry potter

LOTR  and the rest

Indiana Jones

Fantasy 

The Holiday

Red Notice

Favorite TV Shows

Favorite Music

“Music should be like making love. Sometimes you want it soft and tender, another time you want it hard and aggressive.”