The one thing I have found out is that I have been madly in love with someone to find out that it wasn't going to be. Nothing was going to change a thing. But I will not happen. That has happened to me twice. My life is completely empty I have no one. I am really a great guy and I have a good heart. But there is no place for me in this life. The crazy thing is I really don't ever think it will get better. I have given the fuck up.
So I am living my life just looking for anything at this point. If something doesn't happen then so be it
But I am just trying to get through life
Dave
Rookie Scribe