I love women. I love the way they look, the way they smell, walk, talk, their posture, their hair, the smooth skin, their ability to arouse me, the way they dress, the way they look in their clothes, their underwear. I gotta have that. Dressing completely and behaving like a woman to sexually arouse men and bring them to orgasm, is the closest I'll ever come to 'being a woman'. And because I can only attain a glimpse of my minds image of womanhood, my male libido compels me to be a sexual slut. I do not think of having sex with another man unless I am dressed and in my altered state of sexuality, I then become a cock and cum slut. I think what styles of dress turn me on, turn other men on as well so that is how I dress. I hope I don't sound like an ass here. It is extremely difficult to describe verbally much less in script.