’m sure I’m probably older, not ancient mind you, retirement is still a long way off, but older than most of the women here and although I have visited Lush often I’ve been hesitant about joining until now.
Being older one would assume that I’ve had the opportunity for many more ‘adventures’ than someone younger might have had. That’s not to say I haven’t had a some ‘adventures’,I have, but as I look back now I realize I let some opportunities go by with some really nice guys. My Roman Catholic mother stultified the opportunity that comes with youth I suppose. I’m now at an “age” when the possibility for ‘adventures’ are few and far between. Besides, I would probably be too frightened at this point to take advantage of one if it arose and if I did I’d feel guilty about afterward forever.
Yet there is a part of my that I’ve been unable to repress, hence my visits to Lush.
If you were to pass me on the street it’s unlikely I would make much of an impression. I regret to say that I am unremarkable on the outside in every way. It’s not that I’m that unattractive, its just that I dress my age and wear my hair in a suitable style and go to work in sneakers and change when I get there. Underneath all that you might be surprised!
For years now I’ve been living a sort of secret life…a life of sexual fantasy. It’s not an obsession, I have many other interests but it’s there, strong and frequent enough to acknowledge without guilt.
My husband knows nothing of this of course. It’s my secret and some of my fantasies would shock him to his toes but most are pretty ordinary I suppose.
I have tried to put some of my fantasies to paper and have failed. So it is likely I will be a voyeur member. Yet I do have a story in mind that I will try to write, polish and eventually submit. My first story will probably be about what I know best, undoubtedly boring.
If your like me, and sincere, male or female, I would be glad to hear from you. I won’t tor talk on the phone, I’m not ready for that, but written correspondence would be welcomed.
One other thing: I doubt you can shock me. I’m not interested in pain or humiliation but other than that if someone would like to discuss a story here or a particular fantasy I think I’m open minded enough to handle it.
Nothing ventured nothing gained.

Interests
Reading, travel, the beach

Favorite Books
To many to list

Favorite Authors
Anything by Hillary Mantel
Nicholas Sparks
Nora Roberts
To many more to list

Favorite Movies
Don't go to the movies much

Favorite TV Shows
Same as above