I am a sub and have had only one Mistress. She unfortunately had to move across the country 4 years ago due to Her father passing and has stayed to tend to his affairs, businesses and assets. Due to my job and responsibilities to my employees I was unable to leave with her. I still feel lost. Not only was She my Mistress but we had a romantic relationship that I don't think I'll find again. Although She was always my Mistress first, we still did the mundane and boring things of daily life. Shopping, bills, going out with friends but with always the understanding that She was in charge always. My role was always to serve Her every want or need and to make Her happy. She in return gave me what I so desperately miss.