I find myself repeating this story, so I may as well write it up here. I guess I am not a full cross-dresser, but have been pushing the envelope and wearing female underthings, literally as long as I can remember. It is a turn on and has a sexual component, but it is also more than a fetish and feels very comfortable to me.

One of my earliest memories, before I was 5, was getting in trouble for trying on some of my mothers pantyhose I found in the laundry basket. Near that same time, I also have a vivid memory of being out sledding and getting soaking wet. I didn't have dry clothes so my mom put me in a pair of her panties. I can still recall how silky they felt. Have craved that feeling since.

By age 8, I would take my mother's hose and then about the same age I was cast in a play as a prince and part of the costume was tights so I got my own pair that fit me and oh how I loved those tights...wow. Wore them to bed night after night...wore them to school. Eventually started going to the store and using my own money to by tights and girls' panties to wear as well as stealing from friends sisters and whatnot. I was an only child. I developed quite the collection. I still remember my biggest disappointment in moving up to Jr. High, was having gym class so I couldn't wear panties or hose every day.

By age 10 I was showing the boys in the neighborhood my panties and jerking them off. By 14, while away at military school, I was sucking dick and on one fateful camping trip i was treated to my first fucking. Lost my cherry in a tent while sucking another guy. It still fuels my fantasies.

I stopped playing with men for nearly 20 years when I got married, but as the Internet evolved and I could connect with like minded guys, I just couldn't resist and have been sucking cocks and stuff again for about the last decade.

Married over 30 years, my wife is supportive of me in panties and camisoles and hose, but is much too conventional to ever watch me play or join in. I wear panties full time most of the time, and I suspect she has a strong feeling about some of the things I may do, but I keep it out of her face and on the down low. We still have a great one on one sex life, but she just doesn't have all the plumbing I enjoy and require.

I am real. I like to actually play and not just swap stories. I seek men who like guys in panties and like minded men in panties who like to play. OK with small parties and groups. I have been told that I am a very accomplished sucker of dick and that my ass is eager and tight. No real age or size or racial hang ups. I do like to meet and see if we click and take it from there.

== Results from bdsmtest.org == 100% Switch 100% Non-monogamist 67% Voyeur 64% Exhibitionist 60% Degradee 58% Experimentalist 49% Vanilla 30% Slave 28% Rigger 9% Brat 8% Submissive 8% Masochist 7% Dominant 4% Boy/Girl 3% Daddy/Mommy 2% Rope bunny 1% Sadist 0% Ageplayer 0% Primal (Hunter) 0% Brat tamer 0% Primal (Prey) 0% Degrader 0% Pet 0% Owner
0% Master/Mistress