I'm 44, have a complicated relationship with a man I still love, but don't know if he is exactly right for me although no one has ever given me orgasms the way this guy has and although he's probably not good for me I can't see myself being with anyone else sexually.  We're known each other for over 30 years and I think that is part of the reason I can't give him up (although we have these mini, yet incredibly intense break up's at least once a month.  I know I am sexually addicted to him.