Hi there!

I'm new to the site, and is actually my very first time doing something like this

I was in relationship for 15 years with a man of my dreams where I was the perfect housewife. But he decided there are other women in world, so why have just one. I found that out one day, and it really broke me

I was encouraged soon after to come on here by an old school friend of mine who began exploring soon after her divorce in 2016. She says that it really helped her, so I am trying to do the same, but slowly

I am slightly nervous, but I did think once about what it would feel like to open myself more. Many people used to tell me that I should advertise as a bikini model when I was younger, but I was always horrified of that... but now it seems like maybe I should have listened 

I'm already 36 years old so not that young anymore. I hope that you'll be nice and accepting to me

I'm also sorry if my English is not so good - it is not my first language. Would prefer to speak to ladies if possible))

Warmest,
Ren

PS: I've been harrassed quite a few times by men on this site because of my nationality. Regarding my views on the Russia-Ukraine conflict, I stand on the side of humanity. It really hurts me to see so many people suffering, and all the propaganda going around. I pray for its end soon, and my love goes out to all who have suffered from this <\3