Standing in front of the bathroom mirror again, I frown at my chubby, naked body. For the next two nights, I’ll be in close quarters with two straight guys, and they want to swim in the pool. My heart is pounding at the thought. I have to get my bag packed and be ready for the weekend party, which includes how I plan to deal with the pool situation. I am conflicted about how I feel, ashamed of my chubby body but thrilled...