Hey poets and lovers everywhere I submitted this to the story site today. Still no word from the monitors . This is a very personal poem so I will just let my words lead the way. It's a privilege to share this with other poets. kisses Debbie
After Our Fight
The instant you stopped shouting at me
Calling me unbearable names
Reducing me to: “a cold cunt”
And “a lesbian diva”
And “a conniving slut”
Our faces in the half light of the kitchen
Tears smearing our make up
The instant you shouted already half
Way out the door
That you would never be back
I was already missing you more
Than I thought it possible to miss anyone
I turned every light in the house off and sat in your chair
Holding your sweater weeping into its softness
I waited I had no other choice
how long I waited I cannot say
Darkness blanketed the room,
When I heard you swear fumbling with your keys
“aw fuck” the door opened even in silhouette
I saw you fully
I stood up
You came you ran to me
Your face unseen
Your soft hands
Smooth over my shirt
Then under pulling at my nipples
I undid your shirt and cupped your cool breasts
Your wet tongue on my face
Sliding over my neck into my mouth
My tongue twisted up with yours
Holding each other your hands grabbed my ass
and I crushed into you pressing my pussy into yours
Hissing and cooing Your fingers slid into my panties
You entered me not in anger
But with forgiveness and grace
Your tears on my cheeks as we kissed
And your thumb devastated my clit and I was yours again
My will broke into a thousand pieces
And it was new again my tears stung my eyes
‘bottom of the well tears’
And I came once more in your arms
Trembling like a moth at the flame
Then I heard from deep within you a low moan
Not a sound of pleasure but an utterance of pain
You slumped into me spent of hate and of love
And I held you up as we stumbled through the dark together
And collapsed onto our bed