hello everyone; well I'm 51yo and I'm married to a woman and I been with her 18 years. But lately I really been feeling unfulfilled and lacking in alot of ways. I have been cross dressing for a good amount of years. And Noone ever knew. Till I told my wife and it seemed to turn her on for a short time. Now she don't like sex and I don't want to do without it. But every day I seem to be thinking more n more about getting fucked good with a firm nice cock and to feel the blow in my ass. I want that so much. I guess I'm bicurious I don't know. Cause I'm not into the guy behind the cock just the cock itself.. does that make any sense.. guys just don't turn me on but if the cock lead the lead I would be into that. And ot must be shaved clean I shave almost everything. Just to know.. so can I geta friend that don't MIND talking and help me out with some info on what's going on with me and last no my wife don't keep me happy in sex at all..