closet crossdresser that loves to read erotic stories. been told to have the sub, sissy look. the more i dressed up, the more sexy I would feel. once I started getting into the routine of it, I just couldnt stop myself. just the thought of wearing stockings and panties gets me so aroused. i love to imagine myself as someone's lil sissy. the adrenaline rush of going out while wearing sexy lingerie underneath with the possibility of getting caught just makes me explode.