It's always sad when you lose touch with someone either in reality or online. You just hope they are well and move on. Accepting the reality that it is the internet and is going to happen more often here.
Had a lady friend go without a word in October '14. Keep hoping she'll be back. We were pretty close friends, as close as you can be in an online sex room anyway. We shared lots of personal stuff and had built a great trust between us. We shared family pics and she was talking about showing me the big mule deer buck her daughter had shot! The next day she was gone. Knew her for 3 years, she was the first person who added me! Kinda sad, but that's life.
I'm pretty new on lush so haven't lost any friends yet, but if I would, I would feel a loss at being unable to no longer talk to them. Yet at the same time, I can only hope they know what they are doing, and eventually things get better. They won't be forgotten, but I won't dwell on them either; I have other friends that deserve my attention as well.
I am reminded of a very, very old poem:
Friends may come,
And friends may go,
And friends may peter out.
But peter out,
Or peter in,
You'll always be
My favorite friend!
Yeah, 'friends' tend to just vanish here. Sometimes they don't delete their account, they just leave. Quite frankly, I wouldn't invest a hell of a lot in any friends here. Some people stay and don't leave, but there is a shit load of people, who for all you know got abducted by aliens, just leave and tells you literally nothing. How do you like them apples? Sour.
I have had a few friends just disappear without any goodbyes. It's always very sad when that happens.
A few times they came back and others I have no idea how they are or what happened.
I guess its that kind of a place.
xo
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
-- Dr Seuss
life happens...some "friends" take roots...like a tree....others...are like leaves....they were here for a minute and gone....
Strange... about a month ago I had five female friends from the Phoenix area disappear at once. All where flashy, loaded a lot of pictures..then after a couple years...poof. Lush had to be involved?
It's a very shallow and selfish act!
Real Friends do not just leave!!
They reach out for contact outside lush, or at the very least give an explanation and a heartfelt goodbye.
It's always upsetting to loose a friend, most times they come back after a break you just have to be patient. If they mean anything to you set up other ways to stay in contact ..
It's very much to be expected. For many people Lush is just some sort of fantasy, an escape from the everyday. And thats just fine.
What bothers me is when they lead you to believe its more than that. That they really do care and they really do want to be a friend as opposed to just 1 of 100 on a list. And then they disappear anyways and you know that once again you've been led down the garden path. But it's not the end of the world and you get over it quickly.
"I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never gonna keep me down"
I don't really have this problem, as there are only two people on my VERY short friends list that I've spoken with recently. But, I think that people should sent out a brief message, and post a quick blog on their profile. If they know exactly when they are going to drop out, they should let their close friends know for sure.
On the other hand, if people aren't looking to communicate outside of this site, then that would signal to me that they aren't really looking for close bonds, just fun when they want/need it. So, I'd just deal with it and move on. Personally, if I felt really close to someone here, I'd offer to exchange e-mails, and communicate on and off the site. But, I haven't become remotely close to anyone here, so, what would I know? lol
I miss Steph and his wacky sense of humor.
One has to understand the landscape. There are many on Lush with bubbles in their bonnet. I do miss the ones that I have had legitimate conversations (over writing) with. The drama crap and innuendos, do nothing for me.
I have left twice when the emotional pain and turmoil caused by other people's actions became too much to bear. The choice to delete rather than deactivate my account was made in the heat of the moment in the early hours of the night when my faculties were at their weakest. It may seem to be overdramatic to many, but the action itself is a form of catharsis, but also self punishment. It is probable that only those with mental health issues will understand. I have lost friends whom I valued too, especially Steph, but also Debbie, so I understand the puzzlement and pain of those who remain.
Hey there sneaky ;) I can see it from both sides. On the one hand, if nothing more post a "good bye " blog maybe just for a day or two. On the other, I've come to realize that it's something that has to be accepted here on the internet. Too most people, sadly enough. We only "exist" in cyberspace and AREN'T REALLY REAL people with real feelings.