Go read these:
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https://www.lushstories.com/stories/hardcore/a-scarred-wonderland.aspx
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/supernatural/sandcastles.aspx
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/fetish/cordelias-feet.aspx
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/lesbian/settle-for-nothing-part-1.aspx
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/taboo/the-sex-rehab-diaries-rachels.aspx
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/flash-erotica/flash-fairytales-oceans-love
there, that should keep you busy for a while.
You can’t truly call yourself peaceful unless you are capable of violence. If you’re not capable of violence, you’re not peaceful. You’re harmless.