Lush is pretty much it. I've looked at others and occasionally read on one but I like it here. The people are neat. And I have several good friends. One very good one.
I've told my wife and shown her. I ask her to read all my stories and she has a couple but mostly she won't any more. She gets embarrassed by the sex now and this woman screwed my brains out for 38 years or so.
Now she won't talk about it and she's losing her memory. In another year she won't remember me. She already can't remember us marrying. When her mind is completely gone I'll spend a couple of months thinking about ending me and crying a lot. I already do that a lot when I allow myself to think about it. Then I'll move on to something else. I will never be over her but I can replace some of it with new things and people. I'm already planning for that because I don't want to end it yet.
I want to see what my grand kids and great grand kids become. They are a great help and comfort to me but I need the intimacy too.
I've never hidden anything from her. Secrets have a way of biting you very hard right in your ass and I never wanted to lose her.