Hi.
New to Lush Stories, but not new to writing or sexual fantasies. Got one short tale posted and another should be public soon.
Apologies if this is not the most appropriate place to pose this question, but like I said, I'm new to these parts and still kind of lost about where to put what.
Anyway: I've always considered myself about 99.9% straight. I'm a guy and not at all sexually attracted to men (or to masculinity).
But on another blog platform where I like to post short sketches/stories, someone openly said they jerked off to my stuff. Well, it's a very rare thing for me to hear that something I wrote inspired someone to masturbate. And I take it as about the highest compliment that can to be paid. But the visual, the idea, the reality, of another man masturbating, telling me he masturbated, and made a big cummy mess... I have to say it turned me on a bit. And frankly it's turning me on as I type these words.
Maybe I should whittle that 99.9% down to 95%?
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I used to think of myself as 99.9% straight, too. I dismissed my odd dreams and fantasies about cocks as just that; odd. But somehow, they didn't stop and my desire to enjoy some of those dreams and fantasies grew to the point where I had to drop that 99.9% down to maybe 60% or even 50:50. I'm bi and know it now. Does that mean I changed or does it mean I was just repressing? Tough call. I was bullied in high school for being "gay" (which I wasn't at the time, overtly or covertly) so that likely not only kept me in the closet, but kept that part of me in my mental closet, ie. I wouldn't even come out to myself. So, it was probably there all along and just repressed. So, yeah, maybe whittle that down a bit. Though perhaps getting turned on by a guy masturbating is a different level from where my fantasies are at (full-on oral, and maybe even anal, sex with men). In any case, I think you're in the right place. Not sure if any of that helps or not.
Quote by seeker4 I used to think of myself as 99.9% straight, too. I dismissed my odd dreams and fantasies about cocks as just that; odd. But somehow, they didn't stop and my desire to enjoy some of those dreams and fantasies grew to the point where I had to drop that 99.9% down to maybe 60% or even 50:50. I'm bi and know it now. Does that mean I changed or does it mean I was just repressing? Tough call. I was bullied in high school for being "gay" (which I wasn't at the time, overtly or covertly) so that likely not only kept me in the closet, but kept that part of me in my mental closet, ie. I wouldn't even come out to myself. So, it was probably there all along and just repressed. So, yeah, maybe whittle that down a bit. Though perhaps getting turned on by a guy masturbating is a different level from where my fantasies are at (full-on oral, and maybe even anal, sex with men). In any case, I think you're in the right place. Not sure if any of that helps or not.
Well I sure do appreciate your thoughtful and insightful perspective on the matter.
Since posting this, my mental meanderings in the Great Parking Lot of Sexual Stuff stumbled on a space marked, A Smidge-of-a-Smidgen Curious. It's a comfortable space and think I will chill in it for awhile.
I thought of myself as straight long after I fooled around with a male classmate in high school. (He was the more assertive one; I was passive, almost in shock, but it did feel good and I've often jerked off to the memory.)
My emotional attachments tend to be to women. I have had many crushes in my day. And I've been part of many long-distance relationships. It took me a while to realize that MAYBE I kept winding up in those because I needed the emotional attachment but was avoiding the sexual contact. (I have had sex with women.)
Usually thoughts of sex with a guy came over me like a fever and I was all in. But soon as it was over, it was like it hadn't happened.
So I don't know where I am now but I've been watching more and more stuff with just guys in it.... (Not excusively, but increasingly.)
I have come to this relization recently as well. I laways thought i was stragight even though I have dabbled with crossdressing most of my life and have been playing with toys as well. Wife found the dildo and it forced a conversation and me opening up to my desires.
The other day iwoke up to a dram of being with a man. That pretty much screams not as straight as I had thought I was.
Great others feel same ... I LOVE women and always assumed I was srt8 although I have always found the look of cock, especially circumcised cock, exciting. I could wank and suck his cock (I did in my horny 20s) yummy but the guy no thank you. I still get so hard remembering those horny times.
My only comment would be a recommendation to find enjoyment where and when you can..........like you, I ADORE women........but also enjoy dressing in lovely lingerie and playing with an interested (and interesting....) male.....or female....or tgirl. All good! :-)
I have always considered myself straight but had two encounters where a guy has sucked my dick & swallowed my cum but i did not have to reciprocate. Does that make me Not straight? Nope- they were two different experiences more than 45 years apart.
On my profile page I have 3 nice pictures of "ME". I have been told by one bi-guy who said I has a Gorgeous cock & another bi-guy who said he wanted to service by beautiful cock. I am GLAD they like the pictures & hope they can masturbate to them as much as they want to. Does it make me gay or Bi? Nope~ I admit that i REALLY like the compliments*
I've loved wearing pantyhose / tights for as long as I can remember, so at 50 something it's safe to say it's a thing. I first put them on with a lad my age. We wanked ourselves off in them, then each other, then oral. Now, although married, I'm still turned on in tights and the idea of playing with another guy in tights also excites me immensely. I'm also turned on by shaven naked men, especially when they're making out with each other. I know if presented with the opprtunity I'd be stripped off and joining them in a heartbeat. I used to push those feelings away, but I can't not get turned on when I am turned on.
I had a super horny dream where my wife and I were both naked and she saw a group of lesbians, all naked, making out. She had the horniest look on her face and she headed over to them and lay down. A woman immediately went over to her and started playing with her pussy. I took that as permission for me to find cock. I went into this room where one guy was pulling on a lacy body stocking, another standing erect in black sheer to waist tights. I stroked his cock and then noticed a naked guy to my left who had a gorgeous cock. I immediately reached over and began to wank him. He reached over to me. I felt liberated, that we were both having fun. Unfortunately I woke up pretty much right then. I told my wife and we fucked. It was super horny. I'd love to do that...
I'm not so sure that a guy is bi just because he fantasizes about it. Curious for sure! Being completely bi, your getting cock and pussy. I just met with a hot guy that had a gay experience when he was 19. For whatever reason, he didn't consider himself to be gay, or even bi even though he enjoyed the sex. He married and 30 years later, his wife has been unable to perform due to health issues for a couple of years. This has brought back that gay sexual experience he had years ago. I sat in his truck and we jerked each other off. We kissed a well. I told him that he was definitely gay with me! Take the step. try it out. Go into it knowing you will need to suck his cock. Be prepared for him to cum. If you don't want to choke on it, turn it into a hand job. You can always taste some that gets on your hand/arm if you're interested.
Good for you being open minded. I'll make sure to read your stories and jack off to them. Hope that turns you on.
I hope will explore your new fantasies and try it out with a guy. Do what feels good and see where it goes.
Maybe you're just comfortable jerking off together in the room next to a guy while you watch porn together. Maybe that's as far as it goes.
Maybe you let him jerk you off.
Maybe you let him suck you off. Maybe you aren't prepared to touch another guy, and nothing more happens.
Or, maybe knowing how hard your stories (and your presence) have made the other guy's rod, you just have to touch it. Experience the feel if it in your hand, the softness, the smoothness of the skin as you gently stroke it back and forth, the tension as you stroke him to orgasm.
Maybe you want more. You've felt a mouth on your cock countless times, including this new guy's. Maybe you want to know what it's like being on the other end of things. Maybe, having a cock yourself and knowing how it feels, you realize you can give a better blowjob than many women. Maybe you want to test that theory.
Maybe, in the afterglow of a spectacular blowjob (his or yours, or both) you wonder what it would be like to kiss a guy, to feel the rough scratchiness of a man's face, the insistence of his tongue versus the softness and gentleness of a woman. Not because it's better than kissing a woman, but to experience the difference.
Maybe after you've turned each other on and pleasured each other so much, you wonder what it's like to sleep next to a man's body, waking up to pleasure each other all over again.
Maybe all this piques your curiousity to try even more ... you realize that all the sex positions that a man and woman can do are available to men too. Except that when it's with a man, you can choose to be the one doing the fucking, or the one getting fucked.
Maybe you don't want to get fucked, but you are curious what it's like to fuck a guy and feel his cock in your hand while you're doing it.
Maybe you don't have any interest in guys' butts, buyt wonder what it's like to have a cock inside you, gently rubbing your prostate and making you cum without anyone touching your cock.
Or maybe you just want to sit on the couch and jerk off next to each other.
Whatever works. I do hope you'll pursue whatever you're comfortable doing. And tell us about it. I promise I'll cum reading your story.
