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I have PTSD and toxic shame and some other stuff I'm not going to list, although I have gone through some horrendous events at different points of life, I'm still sweet and loving and still have a sense of innocence.

After I joined here, a few months later I had emotions and feelings I had hidden away for decades, came back. The pain was so unbearable and I didn't know how to lessen them or make them go away, I was really wanting to kill myself. They went away later that month. My friends on here helped me so much. I would cry for hours and they held me in their arms. Virtually.
I'm not sure what I would have done without them.

I used to have nightmares and it was always the same theme. I got sick of always being scared and so I fought back in my dreams, found weapons, and defended myself. I did whatever I had to do to not be scared anymore.

It's called lucid dreaming. If you have bad dreams still, maybe you can fight back somehow and that will help you.

I can always remember my dreams every night.

I don't dream that recurring dream anymore.

I applaud Sprite for her courage and anyone else who shared in this thread.

When I first joined here, I only felt half alive and since then, I feel everything now. Not half alive anymore, not for a long time.
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I applaude everyone who has posted here. Thank you so much for this Sprite
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Hi friends, it's Castle. New profile, not sure if I will be on much. I am in culinary school, and we have to work the cafe this semester. heart yall
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Hi friends, it's Castle. New profile, not sure if I will be on much. I am in culinary school, and we have to work the cafe this semester. heart yall


Fuck that... We're HUNGRY here!!! SHOW US YOUR STUFF!!! COOK SHIT!!!

xx SF
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Sweet & sour chicken, with rice
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I LOVE sweet and sour chicken I'm in..Do we get special fried rice Castle?


If shes a good cook... ask her how to cook a pizza please!!
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I LOVE sweet and sour chicken I'm in..Do we get special fried rice Castle?
best way to cook rice
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If shes a good cook... ask her how to cook a pizza please!!



yes I do, from scratch
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Kiera
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best way to cook rice


I LUUUUURVE special fried rice. I never get it even on the rare occasions I order a Chinese because no one else likes it sad

You are making me hungry Castle my tummy is rumbling, hell, even I would eat my pizza right now I'm starving.

Hi Castle
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Please check out my new story, co-written with the amazing Wilful.

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/straight-sex/long-time-coming.aspx

And my latest poem, The Temptation.

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/erotic-poems/the-temptation.aspx
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Hi Kiera, to night is deer sausage with Mac and cheese, with bacon
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Deer as in the sausages are expensive or are you really going to eat Bambi?
it cost me nothing, a guy who hunts on our property gave it to us.
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Kiera
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it cost me nothing, a guy who hunts on our property gave it to us.


HE KILLED BAMBI??

Whatever happened to Pork sausages? I have no problem with killing Babe as bacon is almost as necessary as chocolate
The Duchess of Tart

Please check out my new story, co-written with the amazing Wilful.

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/straight-sex/long-time-coming.aspx

And my latest poem, The Temptation.

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/erotic-poems/the-temptation.aspx
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HE KILLED BAMBI??
U
Whatever happened to Pork sausages? I have no problem with killing Babe as bacon is almost as necessary as chocolate
it's mixed, has some pork. Deer is so yummy
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Kiera
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfdwwbzl9_M


Funny when I was a kid and my parents split daddy played this all the time. I was just a babe, but he used to dance to it with me and he was sad.

Years later I said I remembered a song like it and he said he didn't know what I was talking about? then I found the b side of a record and he cried when I played it...my birth mum is a bitch my dad was a great man.

He cried at Pav and when Ayrton Senna died, he was so sweet. He died in a motorbike accident when I was 21.

I miss him .
The Duchess of Tart

Please check out my new story, co-written with the amazing Wilful.

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/straight-sex/long-time-coming.aspx

And my latest poem, The Temptation.

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/erotic-poems/the-temptation.aspx
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If shes a good cook... ask her how to cook a pizza please!!





Step 1: Read box. Step 2: Set oven to temperature as directed on box. Step 3: Remove pizza from plastic wrapping (this is key, John, and may be why your premade pizzas always come out badly). Step 4: Place pizza in oven. Step 5: Set timer as directed on box. Step 6: When you hear a dinging sound, that's your oven telling you to take the damn pizza out.

All in all, I'm sticking with the the venison sausage in Cuban black beans with rice that I'm making tonight (no, I did not kill Bambi myself--a friend did, and generously gave me a few pounds of sausage when he had Bambi processed).
Want to spend some time wallowing in a Recommended Read? Pick one! Or two! Or seven!
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I have killed Bambi and Thumper. I may be evil
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Kiera
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Step 1: Read box. Step 2: Set oven to temperature as directed on box. Step 3: Remove pizza from plastic wrapping (this is key, John, and may be why your premade pizzas always come out badly). Step 4: Place pizza in oven. Step 5: Set timer as directed on box. Step 6: When you hear a dinging sound, that's your oven telling you to take the damn pizza out.

All in all, I'm sticking with the the venison sausage in Cuban black beans with rice that I'm making tonight (no, I did not kill Bambi myself--a friend did, and generously gave me a few pounds of sausage when he had Bambi processed).


honestly is was one time, I was new here and talking to SJ.

Put a pizza in the oven and suddenly realised id forgot it was their and burnt it a bit. He told everyone I cant cook.
The Duchess of Tart

Please check out my new story, co-written with the amazing Wilful.

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/straight-sex/long-time-coming.aspx

And my latest poem, The Temptation.

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/erotic-poems/the-temptation.aspx
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Thumper too? OMG you are evil lol
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If you never hear from me again...I am just about to watch the England v Wales Rugby match..If they win my depression will know no bounds...Fucking HATE loosing to the Welsh even if I do love them.
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saw this and thought about this thread. hope that you all are well!

nia?

Say. Her. Name.
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saw this and thought about this thread. hope that you all are well!

nia?
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Sometimes, tonight, for example, i have so much to say, and yet... the words are trapped within and i am silent.

You can’t truly call yourself peaceful unless you are capable of violence. If you’re not capable of violence, you’re not peaceful. You’re harmless.