I don't always say what I want or is on my mind, I get closed off at the thought of conflict and will end up saying to someone what they want to hear rather than what I really want to say or stand up for about myself and what I believe in!!!
In personal relationship, I'm open minded free and frank. Innocently honest; blindly believes in partner.... and if she doesn't understand this, problem starts ! And there they get me wrong again, coz I believe in tit for tat.... you get a lil more then what you think.... you may call it obstacles or whatever...... I bite with surgical precision... that's what law has taught me.... take the perpetrators to their grave.... People around me know this very well :P
My gf once "accused" me of being an "anything for an easy life" kind of person. And I am. Don't hold grudges, don't react to people being rude, probably get a little taken advantage of, always think the best of people, give everyone the benefit of the doubt. Don't get me wrong there are people I don't like but I treat everyone the same. She hates that.
Also, I am vehemently practical and scientific (as my name suggests). No time to entertain opinions that aren't held as the result of rationality and reason. It also irritates her that I'm reasonably well read and doesn't like it when I talk about books because it makes her feel stupid. She has insecurities I guess.
My Ex-Wife left me untrusting of others. Tell me one lie and I'm gone.
Its takes some time to earn my full trust. That time and increase or decrease depending on what my partner does/says/thinks. Once you have my full trust you better cherish it and keep it safe. If broken you will never fully get it again.
I can be a bit quiet at times, and that can be hard for the person i'm with.
When I was a child I was more than happy playing alone in my own world, so I guess i've always enjoyed my own company.
I do love being amongst people and I am quite gregarious and up for a laugh, and i'm certainly not introverted, i'm just happy being alone at times and I don't need constant reassurances.
The problem is, I keep getting asked the same question "Are you alright" just because I don't talk much or i'm enjoying writing or reading. Some people assume i've got the hump because I get self-absorbed, and when they keep fussing around me, wondering whats wrong, Its then, that I do get the hump, maybe i'm just a moody bitch.
I think i'll take myself to the quacks, lay myself on a leather chaise lounge, take notes about myself, then give myself a good talking too.....but i'm definately not a loner!... OK!
I am stubborn and can be cold when I am pissed off. I tend to go for the jugular if you anger me. I can out up with a lot so if you get me mad in the first place you probably deserve it.
I am brutally honest. I don't sugar coat things. I am a realist and don't have time to live in a fluffy fantasy world.
I need affection. I need to know I am your world... Your end all be all.... Your all consuming love. Show me and tell me.... Often....hold me...make love to me... Sweet gestures speak volumes. Don't stop once you caught me. Woo me always.
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Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.
F. Scott Fitzgerald
I can be quite self centered and I often over analyze a situation.
I have lots of family and we are still all close. Some are quirky, some are challenging, some are fairly normal. You get them all when you get me!
I'm stubborn.
I over-think things.
I need affection.
I need communication.
I need openness and honesty.
If I'm mad/upset, I need space before I am willing to talk about what's wrong.
I've been told I'm too easy going
If it's someone I love, I don't hold anything back. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve.
Writing quality explicit material for over eight one-hundredths of a century.
"If, after hearing my songs, just one human being is inspired to say something nasty to a friend, or perhaps to strike a loved one, it will all have been worth the while." - Tom Lehrer
"There is no such thing as good luck or bad luck; only adequate or inadequate preparation for a statistical universe." - Robert Heinlein
I like doing things my own way. So anyone dating me knows that I wont chase you or try to make you stay if you want to leave. Trust and loyalty are very important to me. You can have the freedom you want but I will be doing my thing to and that never works for the person I am dating
Nothing...im perfect :-/
Well almost perfect...kinda
Ok maybe not but I'm very easy to live with if you do everything the right way. Lol
Controlling my tone of voice when I say something. Sometimes things come out harsher than I intended them too, so I sound mad or grumpy when I'm really not, and my man thinks I'm upset. I don't yell or even raise my voice at all, but we can be talking about the most random thing, and he thinks I'm getting all fired up, when really, it just came out wrong.
I'm impossible to live with. I spend way to much time licking pussy and pound that ass way to hard.
I just asked my husband, and all he could think of was: 'you never buy the right cat litter'. So now I know I'm perfect, and now he does his own shopping.
I'm a homebody. I don't go to bars, don't like movie theaters with cell phones going off, or people talking on them, I don't dance.
Having said that, my wife isn't into these things, either. But maybe she would be if I was.
So...what's another hard thing...no, not that...
If you lie, I call you a liar. I don't apologize for that. Misrepresenting what I say, what I do, is lying about me. It can be hard to be around me then. I am very forgiving, but if you lie...I call people on that.
