Jizz in a shot glass and bottoms up!
"The sun always sets,
The moon always falls,
It feels like the end,
Just pay no mind at all,
Keep rolling, rolling,
Life must go on"
I feel the same way but that hasn't stopped me from trying over and over again.
I also feel i would like to clean up after cumming in my wife but also lose the urge after cumming, i now lick her clean the morning after when it is still dripping from her, get her to put panties on after fucking to help keep it in her. please let me know if it works for you.
I often times tell myself I'm going to eat my cum when I'm jerking off. Then, for whatever reason, I don't. I've tried it a time or two, but didn't really care for it. I would not feel guilty for having this desire, or for even eating it.
Hmm... if you want it in the moment but not after you cum, you could trying saving some in a small glass and then swallow it the next time you're horny and in the mood for that particular fantasy.
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I came in my girl friends mouth once. She usually swallowed but this time she did not and lookied me in the eye with a grin on her face and moved up to kiss me. Knowing what she was about to do sent a shiver down my spine and I opened my mouth and we french kissed with my cum going back and forth between our mouths I think I ended up swallowing most of it. I can't even describe how incredibly erotic it was.
Living bi-cariously through Lush
I was sometimes like that when I was younger. Would have this crazy desire for cock and cum when I was horny, then it went away the instant I came. I often tried to suck myself, and would masturbate with my cock an inch from my lips. Sometimes I'd cum into my mouth, but sometimes I'd pull back the instant I came, suddenly not being into it.
Guess what? It went away as I got older and more comfortable with my bisexuality and my cravings for penises and cum. Now I eat my own cum more regularly, even though I can't get my dick to my lips anymore. Still enjoy aiming it into my mouth, or cumming into my hand and licking it off.
Be patient with yourself and acknowledge your desires, both when you're horny and when you aren't.