CHAPTER THREE—Sally’s Sculpture Project
Sally resolved to make serious progress over the weekend on the design of her big sculpture project. She went cheerfully to the library first thing Saturday morning. She spent several hours going through a wide variety of art history books. She analyzed pictures of sculptures, paintings and drawings of the human figure, especially the male figure. She decided firmly that she was going to give a full-sized male figure a try. She did some quick sketches. She thought maybe the best approach was a man in movement—running or walking. She went back to the book stacks and looked through Greek and Roman sculptures, especially of athletes.
Sally soon found herself absorbed in views of men in the nude. She must have spent a half hour looking through various books in search of the more vivid pictures of naked men and studying them closely. Finally, she closed the book she was looking at and stopped herself. What was she doing? She had not decided to make a sculpture of a nude man. Moreover, if she wanted to sculpt a basically nude figure, there were many ways to avoid making intimacies less revealing, with athletic shorts or even the conventional fig leaf. But as she had gone through the books, she had kept coming back to that curiosity—just what was the intimate part of guys really like?
It was true that she had been thinking about sex much more than usual during the last month, especially what it might be like under those bathing suits guys wore. She enjoyed how these thoughts made her feel excited. She also had been spending more time--and pleasant time at that--releasing excited tension at night. She found herself looking forward to it. Was she being “weird”? Was she getting obsessive? She didn’t think so. But she certainly was not at all prepared to talk to anyone about it!
After lunch, Sally wandered over to a bookstore off campus. Perhaps she could find some more information and this was the best place the 1980s schoolgirl knew. Maybe she could find something to help her decide if she was being weird and if so, what to do about it. In the sexuality section, she found a lot of books. She hadn’t realized that people must read a lot about sex. She read through the various titles, with her head tilted to the side. Some of them were a bit bold, she thought, with titles like “How to Please Your Women in Bed”, or “A New Adventure Every Weekend.” Then she saw a little book providing advice to newlywed women about making love to their new husbands. She opened it and leafed through. It was quite explicit and she felt her face flush. Somehow, she managed to purchase it, together with some other books, without drawing attention.
At home, after dinner, and in the quiet of her room, she pulled the book out and began to look at it intently. There were various chapters, each with specific drawings to help the newlywed wife to better understand the more intimate aspects of her mate. She turned the pages in the first chapter to find a sketch of the male genitals, as she knew them from the art books and as she imagined was under those bathing suits. There was the curved and relaxed penis, draped over an intimate sack below. She carefully studied the sides and tip of the naked hose. She thought the end part was kind of cute. She read on about what parts were sensitive and how men truly enjoyed being touched there. Well, that was a good sign--she thought vaguely that she might enjoy doing the touching someday!
Then Sally turned the page and saw a drawing of a male erection. Wow, what a difference! Kind of shocking, she thought. The gentler, relaxed penis was now transformed into a much larger, longer, and straight stalk. She carefully observed the prominent tip in this new "boner" mode. The erotic tip looked tauter now, and had a unique, cool helmet shape. Sally also noticed that the bag below had shrunk to become two distinct, tight balls, looking especially naked and intimate. Sally was intrigued. She found the boner mode exciting too, in addition to the gentle and intimate relaxed mode.
After studying this, she turned further through the pages. The book showed various ways for the lady to play with these erections—how to move one’s hands, what to caress, and so on. She took note of the recommendations on how to lightly and pleasantly treat the man’s balls. A section described in detail how to encourage the “end result”, and what this was like. It also described the man’s feelings and how to gage them. She stopped reading and gazed off abstractly for a few minutes. This was all quite interesting. In fact, it seemed like she had missed out on some things that could be fun to explore. The clear message of what men enjoyed also was especially interesting.
Sally read on and turned the page to a chapter about oral sex. She quickly understood the idea. It had not really occurred to her. Sure, she knew what a “blow job” was, but she had never really thought about it and certainly not as something that might involve her. The book was describing how normal this was and how it often was enjoyable for both partners. In fact, the book greatly encouraged the female reader to get over any inhibitions and give this a try! She studied the various suggestions.
In the end, she was still a little confused but fascinated and very hot and wet! She undertook her normal methods for satisfaction. She fell asleep eventually but had a bit of a fitful night. She woke up, took a shower, and sat down for her morning cup of coffee. Her mind revisited what she had read the night before. It occurred to her that perhaps she was a bit more excited and maybe even more obsessed with various sexy thoughts than before she had gone to the bookstore.
“Whatever,” she decided. She packed up her book bag and got on her bike for a ride around the campus, ending up at the library. She threw herself back into her studying, including a number of assignments other than her sculpture project.
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Peter’s Saturday had not turned out as well as he had hoped. He didn’t swim as well as he thought he could, finishing fifth in the freestyle. Coach Tunney had scolded him, telling him he had a “motivational problem.” Further, most embarrassingly, his “downstairs friend” had gone hard right during the swim meet! He had managed to calm things down before anyone detected anything but it had added to his general feeling of disgust with himself. He had sat alone quietly on the bus ride home.
Sunday and Monday were OK, but not great, as he struggled through his various assignments. Come Tuesday, he didn’t know if he was looking forward to seeing Sally at drawing or whether he dreaded that, thinking that it was just a matter of time before she began to see him for the less-than-average guy that he was.
When he saw Sally bounce her way into the classroom, give him a cheerful wink, and bounce back to her seat, Peter's mood brightened. She was just irresistibly enthusiastic. As they walked together to Brawley’s for their coffee, she cheerfully told him about her weekend and the progress she had made mapping out her project. When they got their coffees and found a seat, she looked closely at him, detecting a little shadow in his eyes.
“And how are you?” she asked. “How was the meet?” He proceeded to tell her how he hadn’t swum so well and how the coach had given him a hard time.
“Hey—you gave it your best shot at the time, no? And didn’t you tell me that you were swimming for the fun and enjoyment of it and not so much to be the big winner?” She paused and looked at him. “It’s your coach’s job to push you, you know. But don’t let it get to you.”
‘Yeah, I guess you’re right,” he said. He looked down at the table, biting his lip a little and drumming his fingers lightly on the table.
Sally reached across the table and grabbed his hand warmly in hers. “OK?” she queried, looking deep into his eyes as he looked up and tilting her head slightly. Her touch and the affection in her eyes melted away his doubt. He sighed and gave out a little laugh.
“Yeah, OK.” And he meant it. “Thanks, Sal,” he added, giving her hand a little squeeze before he let it go.
They talked on. At one point Peter stopped,and asked her,
“What’s that funny look on your face as you are sitting there watching me?”
She shook her head friskily as if awakening from a sleep and said, “Oh, I was just studying the way you look in the light here. I am an artist, after all!” After a pause, she asked, “Still able to come over tomorrow?”
Peter replied enthusiastically that he would like to. Sally gave him directions to her third-floor apartment. When they parted outside, he gave her a gentle rub on her back, telling her thanks again. Although it was a little thing, she noticed: It was nice to be touched by him.
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From the moment he woke up, Peter started thinking about going over to Sally’s apartment later. He was not sure what his posing for her sculpture project would be like, but it seemed interesting and he looked forward to spending time with Sally anyway. He intentionally wore baggy cotton pants. He didn’t want any kind of uprising to become vulgarly prominent in front of this nice girl.
Peter bounded up the steps to her apartment building at the appointed time. He was happy and excited, but also felt self-conscious. He rapped three knocks on her door. She opened the door with a smile and a friendly “Hey, Peter!” which made him feel better.
Sally was wearing a loose tee shirt and shorts. She was barefoot. She, and the apartment, smelled “girlish,” which Peter found nice. She gave him a little tour, although it was only an efficiency.
“You know, Sally,” he remarked, “I hadn’t really imagined what your place might look like but now that I see it, it seems to very much have your touch. The plants, the colorful wool rug, the yellow hot water kettle.....” He gestured around the room.
She smiled back. For her part, she had been happy to see him standing there when she had opened her door, grinning and full of life. She had felt a little nervous and uncharacteristically awkward, but his cheerful spirit eased that.
At Sally’s suggestion, Peter took off his shoes and became barefoot too. Sally started to talk about her sculpture idea like a professional. He listened, laughing with her occasionally. She told him how she was planning to do a full statue and how she wanted it to look alive—almost as if it could just start walking. After she gave him a glass of cold water, she studied him while he stood quietly. Peter noticed the same look on her face as the day before at the coffee shop.
“You know, Peter, you’ll have to take that shirt off, if you don’t mind, and let me study the handsome chest and back you have,” she told him. He obliged and stood somewhat nervously and awkwardly in front of the kitchenette space. She got him laughing though when she asked him to walk around a bit and swing his arms. Peter noticed that the air felt good against his skin.
Sally observed Peter closely. He had strong, swimmers’ shoulders and his triceps and biceps looked in tone and strong too. His chest and tummy were more boyish—he had little body hair on his front, save a thin line of wispy blonde hair that ran from his belly button down under his belt. As he walked and Sally studied his back, she saw that his strong shoulders and upper back gave way to a thin waist which then became the small buns of his rear.
With her friendly suggestion, Peter sat down on the edge of the bed while she sat in her chair next to the desk. Sally drew a few quick sketches to remember what he looked like from different angles. Peter sat calmly, enjoying watching her while she drew.
Sally got up, and sat next to him on the edge of the bed. She asked him if she could study his face more closely? He laughed a little and turned towards her, so that his face was very close to hers. They exchanged friendly looks. Sally very gently ran her hands over his forehead, his closed eyes and eyebrows. She felt the short, somewhat pudgy shape of his nose. He opened his eyes and looked at her, amused. She smiled back at him, but her eyes then followed the different parts of his face, studying. She lightly brushed a finger across his lips—back and forth once. (It felt so erotic to her to touch them!) She studied those cute ears of his. She lightly put her hands through his hair (it was very nice and soft, she noticed). She put a hand on the side of his face, feeling the warmth of his cheeks. She really, really enjoyed touching him! She wanted very much to kiss him on the lips, so close to her, but she didn’t dare.