I woke up more in Kyle's arms than in Mack's. We'd spent the day together--and most of the night--and gone to bed with me spooning between them. In the night, Mack had rolled away from us and now it was just Kyle and I, naked, hot, and entwined. I felt his breath on the back of my neck and his cock at the base of my back.
I rolled over into him and found that Kyle was still asleep. I let my hand run down his body and clasp his cock anyway, stroking it slowly and keeping it hard.
"I want you," he whispered before long, eyes never opening.
"Get the lube.”
In moments, he had me on my back and his cock in my ass. He pinned my legs back and fucked me. I watched Mack and the way her breasts jostled back and forth in her sleep to the rhythm of our play.
Sometime during the pounding, Mack got up and saw us coupling. I reached across the sheets to her, but she only squeezed it, kissed my fingertips, and lifted herself off the bed to wander away from us.
Kyle only pumped harder into me, unafraid to disturb her now. I turned my face back to him and clutched the pillow behind my head as the pain came.
After Kyle had spilled across my belly, he went back to sleep. I got up to look for Mack.
I found her in the kitchen, filling up the coffee machine. She wore the baggy, white Jimi Hendrix T-shirt Kyle had been wearing the day before and nothing else. It gave her the appearance of a Victorian child in her nightgown. There was a look on her face that spoke of trouble. I'd sensed it in the bedroom, too. It wasn't like her to slip away like that. Even if she wasn't in the mood to join in, Mack liked to sit back and watch us.
I slipped up behind her and embraced Mack, filling my nose with the morning scent of her.
"Everything okay, baby?" I asked her, trying to sound like a casual boyfriend.
Somehow, Kyle and I had slipped into our relationship as naturally as I had with any woman, but it still felt strained between Mack and I. There was attraction there, even affection and possibly more, but despite the six months for which we'd been together, it still felt as though we had yet to go on our third date.
If she noticed anything in my voice, she didn't let on. She only reached back and planted a kiss on my cheek.
"Everything is fine," she said.
I moved away from her to let her put the coffee back in the cabinet, peaking at her revealed ass as she stretched to the top shelf.
"I had a great time last night," I said, still probing for the issue.
"Me too," she said. Her voice was tight, hiding.
She leaned against the counter, crossed her arms under he breasts, and looked at me. I could see tears welling in her eyes.
Standing naked in her kitchen, I suddenly felt very underdressed.
"Hey," I said. "What's the matter?"
It was enough. Tears spilled out over her cheeks and Mack turned to flee.
"Nothing!" she cried over her shoulder.
I grabbed at her, caught her, bound her up in my arms.
"Hey," I said again. "Tell me."
She sobbed and gave in to my embrace, pressing her face into my chest.
"I cheated on you," she whispered through tears.
I felt a rod of iron plunged itself through my spine. It wasn't anger or hurt. It was shock, surprise.
"What?" I said, baffled. "With who? When?"
"Last week," she said. "With Liam and Ashley."
The rod froze.
Liam and Ashley had been dating since college. I knew them through Kyle and they were the most loyal couple I had ever come across.
“What?”
Words failed me. I loosened my grip around her and stared.
She mistook my shock for anger.
"I'm sorry," she said, gripping me tighter. "I know I shouldn't have. I don't want to lose this. It was this past weekend and I was feeling depressed and they came over and.… I made it happen.”
Her eyes, magnified by tears, looked knowingly into mine. When Kyle and I had our secret days together, we never told her where we were. We’d be visiting other friends or separately out of town. I’d never questioned why we lied to her. She’d known, of course.
“I’m sorry,” I said, but stopped short of the confession.
The tears spilled over again and she buried her face in my chest.
"I think I have a problem," she said. "I always want more."
Surprised, I could feel blood rushing to my penis. Kyle had fallen asleep without letting me cum. Now, Mack was getting me started all over again.
"Tell me how it happened," I said.
She sat down at the kitchen table and I followed suit. Her tears were starting to subside. For me, the cheating wasn't an issue. For Kyle, I was worried. But right then, all I wanted was to hear her story.
"Like I said," she started, "you and Kyle were both ‘out.’”
This time, her look was more significant. I felt a pang of guilt.
“You know about that,” I said, flatly.
She looked at me with red eyes.
“I don’t know why you keep it a secret,” she said. “It’s not like I would mind.”
“I’m sorry,” I said.
I knew why, even if I couldn’t put it into words. If no one knew about our little hookups, it was like they weren’t happening, like I wasn’t...
“Anyway, so, I called Liam. I was drinking and I wanted him to, you know. But then he came over with Ashley and I felt so guilty,” she said. “We kept drinking and I told them about us. I know I’m not supposed to, but it happened. Ashley was into it. She kept asking me questions.”
Ashley had been a cheerleader in high school and still had the body to prove it, even though she spent most of our college years covered by Liam’s old sweatshirts. They’d dated since almost the first day and moved fast. I remembered her as the sleek goddess from Calc II, always out of reach.
She’d always been quiet, a silent angel in the background of Liam’s parties often more content with a book or her coursework while the rest of us drank. She’d been pale and lanky, with blonde hair falling into her eyes and a still confidence. I remembered nights when she’d ended the gatherings by quietly whispering in Liam’s ear and taking him to the bedroom, queuing the rest of us to leave.