As I made my way back to my place the feeling of guilt was enormous. Not because I cheated, but because I was with someone who had a cock. I kept thinking to myself, does this mean I’m gay? I hurried down the stairs, entered my apartment and quickly entered my bedroom not saying a word to anyone.

I was having a minor panic attack thinking to myself, 'what the fuck did I do, how could I have done that?' I was reliving the events of the evening when I realized, my cock was hard again. This brought on even more guilt on my part.

The following week was a rollercoaster of emotions from guilt, to pleasure, to sexual arousal. I avoided running into Renee. Like a little kid, I would look for her and when I would see her I would hide so I would not have to confront her.

As the days went on I noticed even though I didn’t want to run into her I would want to watch her and would catch myself thinking how sexy she looked. I would also find that I would be aroused from watching her.

As the week went on I could not get Renee out of my mind. I gave into the fact that although it was a strange situation it was extremely exciting and enjoyable. Hell, I even rationalized the fact that it was the most anyone satisfied me in such a long time.

Four days went by and I still couldn’t forget it. As I usually do when I knew Renee was coming home I made my way to a window in the living room so I could watch her walking in. As usual, she was dressed so sexily. She had on a short white skirt, with a black blouse and white heels. I thought to myself, damn she is so sexy.

I couldn’t resist as my cock grew and I watched Renee walk in, I started stroking myself. Once she was out of sight, my thoughts turned to what an incredible blow job she performed on me just a few days ago. It didn’t take long before I was shooting a huge load into a tissue. I started rationalizing to myself, why am I letting this bother me so much? It was just two consenting adults enjoying some adult sexual pleasures.

It has been four days since my wonderful night with Renee. It was Saturday, my wife and the kids went to her mother’s to visit and wouldn’t be back until late tomorrow. I knew Renee would be home at two o’clock on Saturday.

I worked my way to the window and sure enough, I didn’t have to wait long until I watched her car pull into the parking lot. She got out of the car and took some bags out of her back seat. She walked from the car and I could finally see all of her. My mouth dropped open when I watched as she came toward the building.

She wore a short black leather skirt, a white low cut top and must have had a push-up bra on because her breasts were poking out of the top. She had black heels on as well. She looked absolutely gorgeous.

I walked out of site and entered the building. Once again I noticed I was rock hard. I stood there in deep thought for a few minutes before I came out of my trance and just said, “Fuck it.”

I walked out of my apartment and up the stairs. I found myself standing in front of Renee’s door. I almost turned and went back to my place but I regrouped and built up enough courage to knock on her door. I could hear Renee’s heels on her hardwood floors. She was moving closer to the door.

She stopped but the door didn’t open. Oh no! She was looking through the peephole in the door. Fear quickly came over me…'oh shit, she’s not going to open up the door.' At that point, I heard her unlock the door.

I opened the door and stood in the doorway, not saying a word. There was an awkward silence. I remember thinking god she is so sexy. Finally, I broke the silence.

“Hi Renee, can I talk with you please?”

Still not saying a word she stood aside and allowed me to enter. I followed her as she walked into her living room.

"Renee, I am so sorry. I acted like an insensitive ass."

She said her first words when she simply said, “Yes, you did.”

"I know, the other night was an amazing and wonderful night and I am so sorry I ruined it with my hang up. It’s just that everything was going so quickly. I never was in a situation like that and I panicked. All week I couldn’t get you out of my mind and came to realize I screwed up the best thing that happened to me in my life."

I noticed a brief grin on Renee’s mouth after I said that. “Well I could understand this was different for you, but I was really hurt. “

"I know I hurt you, and if I could, I would turn the clock back and handle it differently. However, I can’t do that and I could only hope you would forgive me as I pledge to make it up to you. I will also make a promise to you that I will never hurt you like that again."

Renee looked straight into my eyes and softly said, “How do you plan to make it up to me?”

I froze for a few seconds before I decided to go for it. I stepped to Renee taking her into my arms and I kissed her softly on the lips. She put up no resistance as kissed her. As moved my arms around her pulling her closer to me I kissed her more passionately. Our tongues explored each other’s mouth as my hands caressed up and down her backside.

When our kiss broke she smiled at me telling me how nice that was. I could only agree. We kissed and caressed for what seemed like forever as I told her just how sexy she looked today. Renee smiled more and thanked me. It was the first I noticed just how beautiful not only her smile was but how piercing her eyes were.

I could only mutter, “God, you’re sexy.”

Renee once again smiled at me as I felt her hand caressing my already hard cock. I took hold of her hand and moved it away from my crotch. She looked puzzled at me.

I whispered, "No, it’s my turn to make you happy.”

My hands moved to her breasts as I caressed them through her shirt and kissed her once again. She moaned with excitement. Taking my hands off her breasts, I pulled her shirt up. Our kiss broke as I moved her shirt over her head. She had on a white lacey half bra with an underwire that pushed them together and up. Oh, they looked so amazing.

I reached behind her and undid her bra. It moved down her arms and onto the floor. I stood quietly admiring her beautiful full 36C breasts. Thinking to myself, 'those are the most beautiful tits I have ever seen in real life'. I moved my mouth to them as I kissed and sucked them. I felt her nipples grow in my mouth as I sucked on them.

As I continued to suck on her breasts my hand moved to her waist. I unbuttoned her leather skirt and slowly lowered the zipper. I was so happy that Renee didn’t stop me and allowed me to continue undressing her. I knew I owed her and I had to make it the best night I could.

I lowered her skirt over her hips and it fell to the floor around her ankles. I could see the bulge in her panties fighting to be let loose. As I pulled her tightly to me I could feel my hard dick rubbing against her confined cock. My hands moved to her waist as I pulled her panties down over her hips as they also fell to the floor.

Her cock popped out as it was poking right at me. I stepped back looking at it. As my eyes moved to Renee’s eyes, I smiled as I took hold of her cock and stroked her slowly. Thinking to myself, 'this is the first I have ever touched someone else’s cock,' and it was quite exciting.

I guided her back onto the couch. As she sat there I knelt between her legs as my hand moved up and down on her hard cock. My eyes looked at it, taking in every inch of it. I remember thinking it was bigger and thicker than I expected. She was about seven inches and quite thick, not at all like some of the pictures I would see.

My eyes moved from her cock to her eyes. As our eyes met Renee was smiling from ear to ear. I stared into her eyes I was only thinking how I want to make her happy. Without hesitation I leaned in and licked up her shaft, a loud moan filled the room as I did that. I felt a sense of joy knowing I made her feel good like that.

I licked up again and this time I licked around her tip. Another moan escaped from her throat. I then wrapped my lips around her cock and started taking it into my mouth.

I could see the pleasure in Renee’s eyes as I sucked on her cock. She looked at me she simply whispered, “Are you sure?”

I removed my mouth off her cock enough to answer, “Oh yeah, I’m sure. I want to show you how much I want this as well and I want to make you feel as good as I possibly could.”

“Oh, you are,” she replied.

My thoughts went from, 'Oh my god what am I doing?' to, 'What do I do now?' I quickly came back to reality and thought. 'Hell, I’ve never given a blow job before. What do I do next?' Then instinct took over as I realized I had my dick sucked before so I just had to do what I liked when I got sucked off. I moved my mouth up and down on her cock and tightened my lips around her shaft, I used my tongue to lick around her tip and my hands were caressing her balls.

I would from time to time take my mouth off her cock to stroke it slowly as I would lick and suck her balls into my mouth. Before moving back to her cock I would ask her, “Do you like me sucking your cock baby?”

Her voice would crack as she told me how much she loved it. I wrapped my mouth around her cock again as I worked it in and out of my mouth. Watching as it would disappear into my mouth I actually felt sexy as I was doing it.

I could see the excitement build in her eyes and I could feel her cock throb with pleasure as I sucked her. Her moans became louder and her cock throbbed as I sucked her faster. I was taken totally by surprise when she moaned, “I’m going to cum.”

I didn’t think it out that far. This being the first time I ever sucked a cock I had no idea if I would be able to take her load or would I gag on it and get sick. Should I remove my mouth and jerk her off allowing her to cum all over her stomach? What seemed like a long time but was actually just a few seconds I came to the conclusion. I wanted to please her and want her to know I am committed to her.

I tightened my lips tighter and moved my mouth faster up and down her cock. I heard a loud moan and felt her cock twitch again as I felt her hot thick cum fill my mouth. Thinking to myself, it’s too late now, just suck and swallow.

As her cum shot into my mouth I would suck and swallow as she filled my mouth. I continued sucking her as her cock went soft in my mouth. Using my mouth and tongue to make sure I sucked every last drop of Renee’s cum. As her cock fell from my mouth, I remember feeling a sense of pride and thinking that was not bad at all, in fact, it was quite enjoyable.

Moving up Renee’s body, kissing her tummy, moving to her breast as I kissed and sucked some more, then kissing up to her mouth where I passionately kissed her. Our tongues darting into each other’s mouths as our passion built to a higher level.

Renee started undressing me as we continued to kiss. Renee stepped back, smiled at me and said, ”That was wonderful, baby, let’s go to my bedroom.”

She took my hand and walked me down the hallway, my eyes locked on her tight sexy ass as she walked in front of me. We entered her bedroom and walked me over to the king size bed in the middle of the room. Renee turned to me and kissed me once again. Our hands caressed each other’s bodies as we kissed. Renee pulled her lips from mine as she knelt in front of me taking my cock in her mouth. My eyes closed as I moaned with pleasure.

After a few minutes, I caught myself and came back to reality. Pulling Renee off her knees I whispered to her, "That feels wonderful baby, but tonight is your night. I am here to do whatever you want to make you feel wonderful."

Renee just smiled... ”Anything?” she asked.

"Yes, what is it you're wanting baby?"

"I want you to fuck me Jerry. I want to feel your hard cock deep in me".

I was more confident with this since I have fucked other women in the ass before. I guided Renee onto the bed as she lay on her stomach. My hands massaged and caressed her shoulder and back as worked to her ass. Caressing her ass, my hands moved between her legs as rubbed her inner thighs, then slowly I worked back up to her ass. Spreading her butt open, I leaned into her, my tongue circling around her hole and my finger wiggles slowly into her ass. Soft moans escape from Renee as slowly worked a second finger into her.

Removing my finger from her ass, I once again lowered my mouth to her beautiful ass and licked around her hole. Licking and getting her all wet, I moved between Renee’s legs as she remained on her stomach.

Holding my rock hard cock I guided it to her opening and slowly slipped it into her. As my tip went in I could hear her moans become louder. Feeling her relax I pushed deeper into her ass. Then with one last thrust, I buried my cock deep in her. I leaned down as I kissed the back of her neck and shoulders.

I slowly started moving in and out of her picking up the pace as I felt her relax more and become more comfortable with my dick in her ass. Thrusting in and out of Renee, her moans became louder and her breathing became shallower. "I want to watch you," she whispered.

She moved away from me and lay on her back; I hiked her legs into the air exposing her ass to me. I crawled up to her and once again place the tip of my cock to her ass. As I lowered onto her, my cock slid deep into her ass once again. I moved my hips back and forth, my cock slide in and out of Renee’s ass. She watched me as I fucked her, smiling at me as she enjoyed my cock in her. I continued to fuck her as I moved my hand to her hard cock and started stroking her cock as mine rammed in and out of her tight ass.

Looking into her eyes I could see her excitement build, her moans getting louder. I could feel her cock throbbing in my hand as I stroked her faster. My dick was ramming faster into Renee’s ass, her hips raised in the air as my cock continued thrusting deep.

My hand suddenly feeling the warmth of her hot cum covering it as Renee came from my stroking of her cock. I moaned louder as I saw her cum all over my hand and thrust one last time as I exploded deep in Renee’s ass. Her hot tight ass filled with my thick creamy cum as I slowly continue to thrust in and out of her, our shallow breathing filling the room.

I collapsed onto Renee as we held each other enjoying the feel of our naked flesh on each other. We lay motionless for a long time before I moved off her and snuggled next to her kissing each other as we settled in.

Renee asked how long I could stay for.

I told her I could stay all night.

She smiled at me saying, “I am so glad you came back, hopefully, you’ll come back up for many more visits."

That night was amazing as we both explored each other in many different ways over and over again.

It was the start of a long and wonderful relationship that is as hot and as strong today as it was from the first time we met.