They turned the TV on.
"What do you feel like?" he said, using the remote to go through the different options of movies.
"I don't know... Something I don't have to pay much attention to," she said, she didn't have much energy from working all day and wanted something simple to zone out into. He gave her a look and she knew she'd made a mistake.
She giggled and said, "Not like that, I'm just tired." He turned back to the TV with a slightly disappointed look on his face, sort of angry as well. She hadn't seen him like this before.
It had been a while since they had had sex. With them both working full time now, they didn't have much time or energy left for much else.
She had found time for herself though. The shower was her safe space to explore and release the tension from the day. As she was thinking about this, she felt herself getting hot and bothered.
"Actually, do you mind if I go have a quick shower before we watch anything?" she said, hoping he wouldn't think much of it.
He looked at her and after a couple of seconds, he said, "Yeah, just don't be too long,"
She got up, grabbed a fresh towel and walked into the ensuite, closing and locking the door behind her.
She turned the water on to start heating up and got undressed. She liked to pretend there was someone watching her in the mirror as she slowly pulled off her blouse revealing a lacey red bra, cupping her double Ds. She wiggled out of her jeans, pulling them down past her matching red panties and off her legs. She had thick thighs and a round butt that gave her a perfect pear-shaped figure. She reached her hands around her back and undid her bra. Her breasts did a little bounce as they were released. She slipped her panties off and held them up to her nose. The smell of her own wetness was such a turn on and her pussy quivered.
She reached one hand into the water to check the temperature and then stepped into the hot shower. She spent a minute getting herself completely wet and then reached for the body wash and her loofah. She liked to put on a show before she got to the good stuff. She imagined the same person as before watching her in the shower as she poured some body wash onto the loofah and started to scrub her body. She did it slow and sensual, rubbing the loofah over her arms and then her chest, paying special attention to her breasts. They were extra big today because she was ovulating. They were slightly tender as she soaped them up. She put the loofah between her legs and used her hands to play with her boobs. One in each hand, she moved them around, pushing them together. Her fingers found her nipples and she started tugging and pinching them. She was getting wetter and wetter by the second.
Letting the loofah fall to the floor of the shower, she reached out of the shower and found the little bag she was looking for. She quickly opened it and pulled out her vibrator. It was water proof and barely made any noise, the noise of the shower was enough to cover. It was hot pink coloured; it was one of those bunny ones. She didn't know much about sex toys; this one had just looked the most fun when she was looking online.
She pressed the button and the toy began to vibrate. She ran the tip of along her shaven slit and her body shook with anticipation. She slowly inserted the toy inside of her tight hole. She had a put a hand over her mouth to stop her from moaning too loudly. She could feel the walls of her pussy pulsing, begging for an orgasm. They clenched onto the toy and pulled it deeper and deeper until she was at the base. The bunny ears of the toy vibrated directly on her clit, sending waves of never-ending pleasure through her.
She pulled her hand away from her mouth and started kneading her breasts. Her whole body felt alive. She needed this so desperately. She pulled the toy out of her, leaving just the tip vibrating in her tight little hole, then she slammed it back inside. She almost yelled with pleasure as the toy reached the parts of her that had been neglected by her boyfriend for so long. The bunny ears vibrating against her clit were driving her insane. She stirred the toy inside her, moving it around in circles, stretching her slutty pussy walls. She was so close. Her hand gripped her breast intensely as she felt herself reaching orgasm. She let out a loud whimper as her pussy walls pulled the toy in deeper and deeper as she came around it. She felt an explosion of pleasure inside of her and she could barely breathe for a minute.
She quickly clicked the button to turn off the toy and she pulled it out of her. Her pussy was pulsing with the rush. She took a deep breath and turned off the water. She pulled the shower curtain back and stepped out. She looked at herself in the mirror, her face was flushed and she was breathing heavily. She put the toy back into the draw, being careful to cover it with a towel. She grabbed her towel and started to dry off. She couldn't help but think that she might have been too loud. She knew that the noise of the shower should have been enough to cover the sound of the vibrator but she had moaned, and that would've been obvious. She wrapped the towel around herself and took one last look in the mirror to check herself before turning to the door. She unlocked it and stepped out into the bedroom.
Her boyfriend was sitting there like he was before, on his phone, she thought to herself that he probably hadn't moved the entire time.
"Good shower?" he said.
"Yeah it was great," she said, walking over to the chest of draws where she kept her pajamas. She dropped her towel, she felt his eyes on her body as she pulled out clothing from the drawers. She felt sexy for once, so she bent over, revealing her bare holes. She peeked around herself to see her boyfriend, but he wasn't looking at her anymore, he had turned his attention back to his phone. She felt frustrated and annoyed, so she got dressed quickly and got into bed.
"Do you still want to watch a movie?" she said after a couple of minutes. She wasn't in the mood to have to talk to her boyfriend.
"Yeah alright," he said, putting on some Marvel movie to break the tension. She noticed from the corner of her eye that his fists were clenched. She continued to watch him as his breathing got heavier. She wondered what he was thinking, wishing to know. She glanced back at the movie to distract herself.
As she did, he suddenly moved towards her, his hands finding her wrists as he straddled her.
"I could hear you in there," he said in a growling voice. She didn't know what to say, she was stunned. His suddenness was so unlike him. The pressure he applied on her wrists was so heavy she could barely move. In this moment, she realized that her instinct was to freeze, not fight or flight. She was like a deer caught in headlights.
"I..." She stuttered but he interrupted her before she could mutter another word.
"Don't say anything," he said. He stared at her, he was so close to her face that she could see her own reflection in his eyes. His eyebrows were turned at such an aggressive angle. She felt so helpless and weak in this moment, she was completely under his control.