Joining Lush has been eye-opening, to say the least. I have made friends with some very hot guys. I learned cybersex and sex texting are two different things. I have experienced sex texting but not cybersex. My goal is to experience some of the things in real life.

I was chatting with a man and told him I would buy a toy. We talked about different toys, and he suggested ordering them by mail. I told him I was going to a toy store not too far from my home. I told him it was part of a strip club, which I had never been to before.

He suggested I go there and strip during the amateur night. I thought it was funny, but it kind of stuck in my mind. He said I might meet a man there and experience some of the things I talked about. I had not thought about that, but I was now.

He was sure making me think. The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to try. One thing is for sure: I wanted to do some of the things I was finding out about. I had never thought about stripping in front of people. I was getting very wet the more I thought about it all.

I really wanted a toy and wanted to buy at least two: a rabbit and a dildo. The rest would not leave my mind as I masturbated thinking about it all. After thinking about it for a while, I decided to go; it would not hurt to go and see what would happen. I could always buy my toys and leave.

I decided to go in the afternoon, get a babysitter, and put on a dress and heels. I had to stop at Walmart and buy a thong; the guy told me I needed to wear one while dancing. I got a black one and put it on in the bathroom. I was now ready to be a stripper. All I needed was the courage to dance.

I got to the club, and the parking lot was full of trucks. I sat there a few minutes and smoked a joint (yes, I smoke pot) to give me courage. I was feeling pretty good when I walked into the strip club. I would get the toys after I danced. The place was over half full of men, and they were watching a girl dance.

I went over to the bar and asked about amateur stripping. He looked me over, made a call, and told me I could dance and sit close to the dance floor. I was pretty nervous but went and sat down. After the girl stopped, a man announced the next dancer would be Bobbie.

I almost ran, but I walked up to the stage and stood before a group of men staring at me and cheering. I started dancing to some slow music and moved around the stage. I flipped the straps of my dress and let my bra be exposed. The men cheered.

I felt better as I danced and let my dress fall to the floor. I had my thong and bra on, and they cheered even louder. I danced around, undid my bra, and held it in front of me before tossing it aside. My breasts were exposed, and I noticed my nipples were hard; I was aroused and enjoyed the men cheering.

I moved closer to the men, moving my ass close to this guy leaning on the stage. He was almost touching me, and I wanted him to. I moved back, and they started crying out to get rid of the thong. I was not sure what to do but they kept crying out. I pushed my thong down and then back up, and they went wild as I left the stage.

I went back and put my clothes back on, and a girl told me the men loved me. I smiled and walked out of the room. The guy from the stage was standing there and asked me if I would give him a lap dance for one hundred dollars. That would almost pay for my toys, and I was still aroused and told him sure. I followed him to a room.

I had seen a lot of porn of lap dances and knew what to do. He sat in a chair, and I danced in front of him and started stripping. He was rubbing his cock as I danced close to him, taking my clothes off. I don’t know why I did it; I took my thong off. I sat in his lap, rubbing my ass on his cock.

I was so turned on I got on my knees in front of him and took his pants down. His cock was so big and hard. He was leaking precum, and I licked it off the tip of his cock. I sucked the tip swallowing the precum. I sucked on the head, and it tasted wonderful as I sucked the head into my mouth.

I was rubbing my pussy while sucking his cock deeper into my mouth. I sucked his cock as deep as I could, gagging some, but I kept sucking. His hand was on my head as I sucked hard on his cock. I felt his cock swell, and he came filling my mouth with cum. I swallowed and kept sucking until he let go of my head.

I had never felt so alive as I did right then. I had come, and there was some of my cum on the floor. I got up and dressed, and he gave me a hundred dollars and asked me for my telephone number. I did not give it to him but wrote his down.

I left and stopped and bought three toys: a rabbit, a dildo, and a butt plug. I will never forget this day. I still have his number and plan on calling him.