"Hello, my name is Penny, and I am a submissive."
That statement sounds similar to the opening of an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting, doesn't it? Well, it is actually the opening to a munch meeting. Kinksters like me get together to share our erotic desires, gaining support and understanding from other like-minded people.
Today, we have a newbie - Rick. Let me tell you, he is one tall drink of water - towers at 6'2, dark hair, trimmed beard and mustache, and looks to be a few years older than myself. I am immediately drawn to him. His energy screams, "Alpha Male." So, my submissive self races to bow at his feet. His eyes survey the room but stop on mine. Blushing, I try to look away, but can't. His dominant presence literally takes my breath away. I can stare at his handsome face forever, but our meeting commences, drawing my attention back to reality. Rick listens for a while before he joins in, disclosing he is not only a Master but also an erotic hypnotist. My heart skips a few beats as I visualize myself falling under his control. He immediately looks at me as if wondering about my reaction to his words. I know my widening eyes give away my excited thoughts. A real hypnotist?
His unusual reveal draws many questions from the munchers. All our kinky ears tune in to tall, dark, and handsome as he explains hypnokink. First, there is a top and a bottom involved. The top is the equivalent of a Master in the D/s relationship, while the bottom is the sub. He further enlightens his captive audience by describing erotic hypnotism as an extension of the traditional Master/sub relationship. It is the most extreme expression of sexual power and submission. He has me hooked at "sexual power and submission."
Several of the kinky pants agree this advanced level of control is hot, to say the least. Others voice the danger they see with this kind of play - the possibility of abuse. Rick agrees hypnosis can make it harder for submissives to say no, and possibly engage in something they would normally resist because their inhibitions have been lowered. But, he adds the reassurance that a top can't make a bottom rob a bank unless some part of the bottom wants to do it. Maybe I should have reservations, but I don't.
Our bi-monthly munch ends and I linger to get in a few minutes alone with Rick. I have that voice in my head telling me I should just leave, but I shut it up with a cookie and wait to talk to him. The thought of him hypnotizing me is too titillating, as evidenced by the wetness in my panties.
You see, my sexual kink is I need to feel dominated and controlled. I can experience this with a Master, but I have a safe word - an out if you will - that I can use at any time. When I am being whipped, I sometimes use it. And later, always wish I hadn't, because it took away the will of my Master. I wanted him to decide when my spanking should end, but instead, I fell weak and decided for him. Hypnosis would essentially make my Master all-powerful. The danger of that ignited something inside me. I crave it - the total power exchange.
Everyone is wanting one-on-one time with Rick after the meeting. The crowd finally dissipates and I get my chance with him. I am nervous; his commanding presence affects me in indescribable ways.
"Hello. Penny, isn't it?" he asks flashing me a warm smile, and taking my hand in his. I know at that moment my sexual journey is about to take a new turn. It may not be love at first sight, but it is definitely lust at first sight. We decide to continue our conversation over coffee and end up fucking like bunnies before the night is over.
We see each other every night over the next week, discussing our longings and fantasies. Both of us are intellectuals who get off on the mind play of the D/s relationship. He understands my anticipation, fear, and vulnerability. I understand his power, control, and protection. I want to give him the deepest access to my mind and body. He is ready to take it.
Over time, he earns my trust and our relationship transforms into Master and submissive. He fulfills my desires and pushes my limits. Spanking, bondage, orgasm denial and permission are all enjoyable elements in our love life. But, he knows I want more. He finally thinks I am ready for the next step with him - erotic hypnosis. As we start to discuss all that's involved with it, I find myself craving it more and more.
"Penny, your inhibitions are lowered during hypnosis and you become more receptive to suggestions. However, let me reinforce you will not do anything that your mind is not in some way open to doing. I know you like bondage, right?" he asks winking at me.
"Yes, I love it when you tie me up," I say winking back, thinking about the last time he restrained my wrists with his ties and vibed me over and over and over.
"Then, you will enjoy the feeling of a trance I think. It puts you in a similar vulnerable state as being bound."
"Oh my. I am getting aroused just thinking about it," I say leaning in for a kiss, and placing my hand on his crotch.
He kisses me back, removing my hand saying, "Baby, not now. We need to finish this talk. It is as important as when we discussed our D/s boundaries. So, behave or we can't continue with hypnosis."
I cuddle against his chest and reply, "I will behave ... just excited."
He wraps his arms around me. "I know. Your excitement excites me. Now, what else, baby? Be very honest with me. What else would you like to gain from hypnosis? Would you like heightened sensations on a particular part of your body? Your anus? Your nipples? Add a new erogenous zone perhaps?"
"My nipples! Men have always liked them, but I just don't feel much when they touch or suck them. You have probably noticed," I say frowning.
"I have noticed," he says kissing my cheek as his hand grazes my breast. "You are bigger breasted, and I think nipple sensitivity is dulled sometimes with bigger breasts. I can definitely help you feel deeply aroused from nipple stimulation."
I smile at him and sigh. It would be nice to feel some pleasure from breast-play.
"Baby, I think you are ready to take this next step with me. It will deepen our bond, I promise you that."
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She is the perfect sponge for erotic hypnotism because she wants it so badly - wants total, complete transfer of power. You can't get any closer than when you are under hypnosis. Your trance partner has control of your physical, mental, and emotional state.
Once her naked body settles in comfortably on the couch, I begin, "Listen to my voice, Penny. Keep breathing deep breaths - in and out, in and out. You're entering a relaxed state ... relaxing deeper and deeper. Release all worries, because I will protect you."
I repeat this message over and over, monitoring her responses. I love this part - my submissive trusting me enough to give herself over to my capable hands.
I feel myself slipping ... slipping into a state of something I can't quite describe. It feels good.