I hadn't ever questioned my sexuality until her. Then suddenly all I knew about myself in that regard was ripped from my identity. I didn't know if I was bisexual, or lesbian, all I knew was that I wanted her.
I wanted her like a relief to an ache. My pelvis would gently gyrate every time I thought of her (which was a lot). My pussy poured when I considered what it would be like to have her.
I don't know what it was about her, but I wanted the whole spectacular package. Her dusty brown hair was shorter, like a pixie's. Her eyes were dark and there was a depth in them that pierced my soul. Her skin was perfectly clear and ivory. Her little nose was as cute as a button. Her lips were a perfect bow, plump and shiny, begging to be kissed.
She was very chatty and laughed a lot. I think she may have been nervous. I went in the opposite direction and became quiet. I'd never felt this level of attraction to another woman. I was afraid that any word I said or any movement I made would scream, "I want to fuck you!"
Somehow, we still became friends that night. Her smile melted me. Her perfect, pearly white teeth and the way her eyes crinkled made me want to hold her. I added her on my Snapchat and we talked to each other from that day on.
When I found out she was bi, I could hardly hold back. At the same time, I'd never done this before. I was older than her and had no experience. I didn't know where to start.
Each day that I saw her picture pop up, I would fall deeper and deeper. I wanted to kiss those lips. Nibble them. Dart my tongue in and out of her mouth and allow it to dance with hers. I imagined cupping her breast while holding her into me as hard as I could. I would squeeze her breast gently and grind my pelvis into her.
I would begin to kiss her ears and neck, moving down to where I held her perfect, perky tit. Then I would take her nipple into my mouth, causing it to swell and harden. My tongue would swirl around it and she would moan... Fuck, I thought, I'm going to cum if I keep this up.
The fact is, I just couldn't get the courage up. I was terrified. I was almost unbearably attracted to her. I wanted to fuck her so bad it was becoming hard to be friends.
Finally, on a lonely Friday evening, I got up the courage to invite her over to smoke a joint. She had just moved closer and into my neighborhood so it made it seem natural, like a welcoming party. Only, it was just going to be me and her. I'm not going to lie. I had every intention of trying to get her into bed. I shaved myself smooth in all the important places. I made sure I smelled lovely and washed my sheets. My house was tidy and I even bought some wine. However; I continued to tell myself I wasn't going to force it. It had to happen naturally.
When she arrived I hugged her and invited her in. I asked her if she wanted wine right away. I needed the liquid courage just to keep from hyperventilating.
"I love your place," she said, sipping back the Merlot.
"And I love your tits," I laughed as I winked and took the last swig from my glass. I didn't need much alcohol to assist in my desire to fuck.
She giggled and looked at me quizzically. "Really?"
I laughed and shrugged, trying to play it off. However, I figured I'd wanted her for long enough, it was time to say it and just get it out.
"Fuck, yeah!" I exclaimed. I moved in and reached to cup her right breast. I kept my eyes on hers to make sure she didn't object. She was willing.
Nothing could have prepared me for the feeling of holding that perfect, C cup in my hand, and gently squeezing while I felt her nipple harden against my palm. My panties were pooling with my juices. My breath instantly became faster and I softly whimpered as I moved in to kiss her.
She reciprocated the kiss greedily. There was no gentleness to this kiss, it was a clear signal of her desires and things quickly escalated.
I was panting as I groped her tits and squeezed her against me. I was kissing her mouth hard and biting her lips. Her breath became quicker and I felt her heartbeat quicken. I picked her up under her gorgeous ass and wrapped her legs around me.
"I'm taking you to my bedroom."
"Sounds lovely," she smiled and began to nibble my ears and neck. I moaned with pleasure.
I laid her on the bed and brought my face down to hers. I nuzzled my nose to hers and looked straight into her eyes.
"I've never been with a woman," I confessed. "But I've fantasized about you since the moment we met."
She licked her lips and pushed herself up on her elbows. Slowly she backed herself up and oh so slowly and sexily, she began to take her top and pants off. The look on her face was the sexiest thing I had ever seen. I wanted to make her cum so hard. I wanted to please her more than I'd pleased anyone.
"Don't worry," she assured me. "You know how my parts work." With that, she winked and pulled my face to hers.