It had been a week since Alicia had sex with another girl in a club and brought one back to her dorm. In the days that followed, she noticed a change within herself when she was around other women on campus. She found herself checking out other women's bodies in ways she had never done before. One day, an attractive woman wearing a skirt was reading a book on a bench. Alicia watched the girl with sexual enthusiasm, unable to keep her eyes from the woman's thighs. When the woman opened them briefly, Alicia saw her white panties and licked her lips, feeling a strong desire to press her face between the girl's legs.
The same thought that occurred to her after she gave her ex, Roger, a blowjob crossed her mind: did all of them taste the same? Roger was the only man she had ever been with sexually, but the same couldn’t be said about women. Although Alicia was with two different girls on the same night, she only performed oral sex on one of them. She liked it so much that she went down on the girl a second time and felt a hunger to repeat that night.
In the showers, she got to see things that men wished they could and was only privileged to because she was a girl. Showering with a group of girls wasn’t new to her, but it was the first time she ever paid attention to their bodies. The realization that other girls like her have been in the same situation dawned on her. They could hide in plain sight, admiring other girls' beautiful bodies without anyone being the wiser. The downside was that she couldn’t let her desires be known or risk being shamed for it.
Alicia knew some girls wouldn’t mind or might even be willing to take it a step further. They were in college, after all, where some experimented with the boundaries of their sexuality. People today are more progressive about the idea of someone being gay, but she knew that some weren’t. Alicia wasn’t sure if she was gay now or if what she was feeling was just the aftermath of having great sex. After she started having sex with Roger, she felt similar sexual feelings toward other guys in her school.
What bothered her more than facing a shift in her sexuality was that no one asked her what happened during her time in the club. While waiting for the pinning ceremony to start to welcome her into the sorority, Alicia got an answer to that question. She noticed a familiar face in a photo on the wall—it belonged to the waitress she had sex with. She knew it couldn’t be a coincidence that she was seduced by a former sister of the sorority she was pledging to.
The idea that her lesbian seduction could’ve been planned by the girls here scared her. She wasn’t ready to let Kate know about what happened that night and was afraid they would let the truth out. Alicia was sure she wouldn’t lose her friend over something like that but didn’t want to risk it. She couldn’t bear it if Kate rejected her for all the things she did or wanted to do with another woman.
When the ceremony started, Alicia scanned the faces of the girls in the room to see if what she suspected was true. She saw no signs of them knowing what she did and felt herself start to relax. Thinking maybe it was a coincidence that she was seduced by a girl who once attended the same sorority, she pushed her fear aside and let herself enjoy the moment.
Alicia found that all new sisters in the sorority were paired with an older sister to help them adjust to sorority life. Her new roommate and mentor for her first year was Kat. They spent the rest of the night after the ceremony drinking wine and getting to know each other better. The change in Kat's behavior from last week convinced Alicia that her previous actions were all an act; Kat seemed too mannered and polite to be a wild girl, Alicia thought.
Moving her belongings into the new room didn't take Alicia long, and as she packed, she reflected on her sexuality. A few things were now clear to her: her experience with another girl had awakened desires within her; she was still interested in men; and being with another girl was something she wanted to explore further. What remained unclear was how she would navigate this new aspect of her life without anyone knowing about it. Kat had mentioned that the sorority was accepting of lesbians, but Alicia wasn't sure if that acceptance was genuine or just for show.
When the day came to an end, Alicia slipped underneath her covers, exhausted from moving out of the dorm and writing a paper for her English class. The sleep that came for her didn’t stay long, as she found her slumber disturbed by someone climbing into bed with her. There was enough light in the room to make out that the person was Kat, wearing a tank top and skimpy pink panties. Alicia didn’t resist as Kat got underneath the covers, pressing her body against Alicia's.
“A little birdie told me that you kissed a girl and liked it,” Kat told Alicia seductively. Alicia realized that her initial reaction to that photo was right and that the sorority knew the details of what had transpired within the club. “That’s not all I heard. You liked it so much that you left with another girl,” Kat stated, while playfully unbuttoning Alicia's pajama top. An exciting, electric sexual energy shot through Alicia's body, causing her to react in an aroused state. She could feel her nipples stiffening and her panties becoming wet.
The reluctant way Alicia responded to Kat's actions made her realize how easily she could be seduced by another girl. It didn’t take much to make her willing to let her body be explored in carnal fascination. Kat could have her anytime she wanted, but she was playing with Alicia like a cat with a mouse. The opening of Alicia's PJ top widened enough to expose a thin line of flesh. Kat slid her finger down the opening, barely touching her until reaching her stomach, then slipped her hand underneath Alicia's PJ top to caress her belly with light, tender touches.