Hello there. My name is Sloane. Four months ago, my life changed completely. I fell in love with a boy who was twenty plus years my junior. I had just turned forty-five and thought any chance of finding true love had long pass me by. Life had other plans I guess. Me and this boy fell for each other pretty fast, and pretty hard. The second time we hung out we ended up having sex. Really, really, really good sex. I tell him all the time that was the day before I became a new woman.

A lot has happened since I met Carter. We are still together, more in love than ever before. He's the man for me and I couldn't be happier with life. Two months ago, however, something unexpected happened. I found out that I was pregnant.

Pregnant? At forty-five? Not what I nor Carter expected. When I told him, I expected Carter to run for the hills. But he didn't. He stepped up and told me he wasn't going anywhere. He said we were in this together. I was so happy to know that I wasn't alone in this.

I told Carter I didn't want him to drop out of school or get a job. I still had my job as a librarian and when my parents died, they left me a huge inheritance that I hadn't really touched. Things were going really well, up until about two weeks ago. I noticed Carter was becoming distant. He still came over every day, our sex life was still amazing, but something was different. It seemed like he always had something other than me and the baby on his mind. I didn't press him about it, but I would if this continued.

Carter recently got a car and he loved driving me around. He says since I drove everywhere when we first got together, it was the least he could do. Now that I was pregnant and getting bigger by the day, he would have to drive a lot more.

We went out to dinner and Carter was driving me back home. We went to an Indian restaurant in the next town over. Both of us agreed we should go out more and be a real couple. Don't get me wrong I never get tired of having Carter come over to my place. We watch TV and eat, then we fuck. I just wanted to do something different every so often.

"When the waiter got over the fact that he's never seen a couple like us, I think he was even more shocked at how much we both ate!" Carter said to me on the drive back.

"I think you're right. Do you think he knew I was pregnant?"

"Maybe. You are starting to show."

"Not much, I hope. I'm scared of getting fat."

"Why? I think you're going to look great with a big ol' belly."

"Hush babe. You're just saying that."

"Am not. You'll see. I'm going to be all over you no matter how big that belly gets."

Carter winked at me and I smiled. I was scared of how big I was going to get, but knowing he didn't care made me feel a little better. Just a little.

We pulled into my driveway but before we got out Carter and I passionately kissed. We had been holding ourselves back while we were at dinner. Although we were in public, if Carter had said so, I would've opened my legs in an instant and let his big juicy cock enter my pussy.

"I'll walk you to the door." Carter held the door for me as I got out of the car.

"Just the door?"

"Unfortunately. I have an 8am class tomorrow and I'm a growing boy. I need my rest Sloane."

"That's true." We got to the door and I turned to Carter and grabbed his junk through his pants.

"How about a quick blowjob for the road?"

Carter already had his belt buckle undone. It was a proven fact that I couldn't say no to Carter, but he couldn't say no to me either.

I closed the door behind us and pushed Carter up against it.

"Fuck. I'm so wet baby. And it's only going to worse. You better fuck me whenever I ask. Can you do that?"

"Oh, I can do that. Take my pants off and shove that cock you love so much down your throat. Now."

"Anything you say, daddy."

In one fell swoop, Carter's entire dick was deep within my throat. I was so happy the first time I was able to do that. I couldn't get enough of sucking Carter off. I came almost every time.

Coming up for air, I started jerking Carter off. Sometimes I zone out when I do it. His dick is so large and it goes inside of me and thinking about it gets me so wet. Carter was silent, but his face told the whole story. He had his eyes closed and was biting his lip. He could never hide how much he enjoyed when I gave him head.

After a few seconds I went back to sucking his dick. With one hand I stroked Carter's cock, while the other groped his balls. I knew this would get Carter on the edge of cumming. It had worked so many times before.

"Oh god. Please don't stop. I'm about to cum. You want my cum Sloane?"

"Yes. Always. Cum in my dirty mouth. Make me swallow it all."

Carter's legs started to get weak, and he soon released a huge, thick load of cum into my mouth. I felt myself getting dizzy from the intoxicating smell. I did my best to keep it all in my mouth, but some started to drip onto my chin.

"Hey now, what did I tell you? All of it goes in your mouth."

"Sorry sweetie. I'll take care of it."

I took one of my fingers and scooped the remaining cum back in my mouth. I looked up at Carter and seductively licked my finger to make sure it was all gone. Carter gave me a thumbs up to let me know I had gotten it all.

"As usual, that was amazing. I think I'll get a great nights sleep."

"Yes you will. Glad I could be of service honey."

"I hate leaving you. Are we still on for dinner tomorrow?"

"Of course. I can't wait. You'll be staying over right?"

"Yep. Goodnight beautiful." Carter kissed me one more time then leaned down and kissed my belly.

"Goodnight to you as well. See you both tomorrow."

Work came and went, and afterwards I raced home to make dinner for Carter. I was so excited to see him today. I understood why we couldn't have sex last night, but the entire time I was at work it's all I could think about. I worshipped that mans penis and I couldn't wait for it to be inside me tonight.

Since Carter doesn't have class on the weekends he can sleep over and not have to worry about getting up early. We can have a nice dinner, fuck all night, sleep, then wake up and have sex again. It was the best.

While I was finishing up dinner Carter called me to let me know he was on his way.

"Great, can't wait to see you baby."

"Yeah." Carter hung up right after that. He sounded weird, but I didn't think anything of it. I needed to put the finishing touches on this meal.

A few minutes later there was a knock at the door. I rushed to answer it.

"Hi!"

"Hey."

"It's so good to see you."

"What? I saw you yesterday."

"I know, but being away from you no matter how long is torture. Don't you agree?"

"Yeah. I'm starving."

Carter made his way into the kitchen while I followed behind. I was right, there was something up with him. Carter was never that short with me before and I know he hates being away from me just as much as I do. Maybe he had a bad day.

Carter's mood didn't improve at dinner. He barely said a word and he seemed more distant than usual. I would try to ask him questions and he would either ignore me or give vague responses. This wasn't my boyfriend.

After dinner Carter helped me clean up. I was going to take this chance to get to the bottom of why he was in a funk. I didn't want this awkwardness to affect the rest of the night.

"Hey."

"Yeah?"

"What's going on with you? You seem like you have something on your mind."

"It's nothing Sloane. Just one of those days you know?"

"No, I don't know. You haven't told me anything about your day. I've done the majority of the talking this evening."

"I'm sorry." Carter came over to me and lifted me up with his big arms. I couldn't help but smile when he did that. It made me feel so tiny compared to him and I loved it.

"It's okay. Just know you can tell me anything. We're a family now."

"I know. Thanks babe. Wanna go upstairs?"

I was so sure sex would cure whatever was going on with Carter. I was sadly mistaken. Carter seemed to be in a rush. There was very little foreplay and he didn't even ask me to get him hard. I loved getting him hard.

We fucked in missionary, and it lasted a good ten minutes. I didn't expect a marathon, but I expected more than ten minutes. Of all the times we have had sex, I don't think we've ever finished quicker than thirty minutes.

When Carter got off of me I tried to suck his dick to get the remaining cum out.

"That's alright Sloane. You don't have to do it this time."

"But I want to baby. I love sucking you clean. Are you sure?"

"Yes. I'm pretty tired actually. I might hit the hay early."

"Okay. Well, goodnight."

One half assed kiss on the cheek later and Carter was fast asleep. What the hell! I was furious. I could forgive the foul mood at dinner, the lame apology afterwards, and even the lackluster sex. A passionless goodnight kiss? No way. My hormones have been out of whack recently because of the baby but I knew I wasn't overreacting.

I went to bed horny, and somewhat sad. Carter was not being himself and I didn't like it. I was going to make it a point to talk to him in the morning about his weird behavior. Maybe he just needed a good nights sleep.

When I woke up the next morning, I immediately noticed something. Carter was gone. I couldn't believe he would leave without saying goodbye. What was wrong with him? I went back to bed for a while and woke up a few hours later. I decided to text Carter to see where he ran off to. He responded a few minutes later saying he had to help his roommate with something. I knew it was a lie, but I was so mad I didn't care.

I spent the entire day in bed. I gave a new definition to the phrase, Netflix and Chill. Since we didn't have sex last night (those ten minutes did not count) I started fingering myself in the afternoon. I felt I was getting close to a powerful orgasm, but I stopped right before I came. I didn't want to be using my hands. I wanted Carter's big strong black hands to be deep inside my pussy. Being mad at a guy and wanting that same guy to finger fuck you until you squirt all over his fingers? It sucks big time.

It was now the early evening, and I still hadn't heard from Carter. I started to worry. Was he in trouble? Did he make it back to campus? Or worse, was he ignoring me?

I wasn't going to let this stand all night. I decided to do something drastic. I got out of bed and went straight to my closet. I picked out my favorite outfit, a long light blue sun dress. I took a nice long shower and put own some makeup. I was visibly pregnant but I wasn't worried about it. My tits were being shown off very well, and my ass was looking great. I knew Carter wouldn't be expecting me and that's what I was hoping. I wanted to confront him and find out why he was acting so strange.

Driving over to Carter's dorm I started getting nervous. What was I doing? I'm pregnant, driving to my boyfriends dormitory to confront him over something that might be nothing. Good grief Sloane, what's gotten into you? This baby for one thing. My emotions were all over the place and I just needed to get to the bottom of this.

I wasn't sure how I was going to get into Carter's dorm. He had told me once that a guest needs to be signed in by a resident. I stood outside for a few minutes pondering my next move when I noticed two young girls staring at me. They seemed like nice enough ladies so I decided to give it a shot.

"Hello girls.

Do you mind if I ask you a favor?"

"Sure ma'am what is it?" The first girl asked me. She was very cute. Typical sorority girl. I wonder if she was the reason for Carter's strange behavior.

"I want to surprise my son with a visit. He lives in this dorm. His name is Jimmy. By chance do you know him?"

The second girl was next to speak. "Jimmy?" She looked at the first girl. "He's on our floor right? With the glasses?"

"Yes, that's my jimmy." I obviously wasn't there to see Jimmy but it made sense to use him as an excuse instead of Carter.

"We can sign you in and show you where his room is. That's no problem."

"Thank you so much girls. I really appreciate this."

"Don't mention it. Jimmy is a nice kid. You raised a good kid."

"His roommate isn't bad to look at either." The two girls started giggling to themselves but I remained quiet. I made it a note to ask Carter about these two if I ever stopped being mad at him.

The girls lead me into the building without any problems. When we got to their floor we said our goodbyes. They congratulated me on my pregnancy and said I looked really good for my age. I was already feeling confident today but that gave an extra bit of motivation to go through with this.

I stood outside of Carter's door for what seemed like an eternity. I could hear him inside. It was now or never. I knocked on the door gently.

"Who is it?"

"It's Sloane."

There was no response. Carter definitely didn't expect it to be me. He opened the door and was in complete shock to see me.

"Uh, Sloane, what are you doing here?"

"I just came to say hi. May I come in?"

I didn't wait for a response. I pushed past Carter and entered the room. His roommate Jimmy was also in the room and he seemed very confused.

"Hello. My name is Sloane. I am Carter's girlfriend. It's very nice to meet you."

"You too, Sloane. I've heard a lot about you."

"And I you."

Carter closed the door and the three of us stood in the room. You could feel the tension in the air.

"Should I leave?" Asked Jimmy.

"No, stay sweetie. I don't think I'll be long. I just came by to ask your best friend why he was a complete jerk to me last night."

Carter was blindsided. He still couldn't believe I was here. He also couldn't stop staring at my tits. Perfect. I wanted him to be ogling me and if he thought we were going to do anything sexually, he was in for a rude awakening.

"Sloane, what do you mean?"

"What do I mean? You barely talked during dinner, you had an attitude the whole time, you gave me a half ass excuse which I foolishly believed, then we had sex and to be honest dear, it wasn't good. At all. Then you left without saying goodbye."

"Damn, dude." Jimmy was enjoying being a spectator. Carter was mortified.

"Sloane look. I don't have an excuse for my behavior. I'm really sorry. It was never my intention to hurt you. I've just been doing some thinking about all of this. The pregnancy, it's a lot to take in."

"The PREGNANCY? Dude!" I guess Carter forgot to tell his best friend he was having a baby. I made a mental note of that as well.

"You've had four months to take this in. What's changed?"

"I'm going to say something. Can you promise not to get mad?"

"No."

"Okay. I've been hanging out with this girl Melanie. She's just a friend and nothing is going on between us. We just talk that's it."

I didn't hear anything after Melanie. I knew it had to be another girl. I was visibly shaking. I was so mad.

"Dude, big mistake," Jimmy was a smart boy.

"What? Sloane nothing is going on I swear. You have to be believe me."

I was about to cry but I didn't want Carter to see so I stormed out of the room. I don't remember driving home that's how upset I was. When I got back I just sat on the couch and cried. Carter kept calling but I ignored him. I couldn't believe he was seeing another woman. I thought he loved me and this baby. I thought I was the only woman for him. I guess not.

I fell asleep on the couch. It was night and I was still upset. I got up and went to the kitchen and grabbed a pint of ice cream from the fridge. I didn't plan on getting out of this funk anytime soon, and mint chocolate chip would be my new lover for the foreseeable future.

A few minutes into a trashy reality TV show there was a knock at the door. I knew who it was before I answered. I opened the door and it was who I thought, Carter. I was still furious with him but it was nice to see his face, even if I wanted to yell and hit him.

"Are you okay?"

"Not particularly."

"You haven't returned any of my calls."

"I'm aware."

"Sloane, can I please explain myself? Please."

I didn't know what he could possibly have to say to me, but I let him in anyway. I lead him to the couch and sat very far away. I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of thinking he had won me back so easily.

"Thanks for letting me in babe."

"Don't call me that. You don't get to call me that anymore."

"I apologize."

"Okay, go ahead."

"Well I'm just going to come right out and say it. I'm not cheating on you. I never have and I never will."

"Ok. Who is Melanie then?"

"Just a friend I swear. You can read my texts if you'd like. She hit me up asking if I wanted to get together and catch up, and we did. I told her straight up I was in a relationship and she understood."

"I see."

"Yeah but I have to be honest. It was nice being around a girl my age. I don't know why. I love you and I will love our child but recently I started getting scared."

"Scared?"

"Yes. I started thinking is this what I really want? Is this what I'm supposed to be doing with my life, being in a relationship with a woman twice my age and having a baby?"

"What did you come up with?"

Carter moved closer.

"This is what I want. You are who I want."

I felt a smile coming and I didn't want to show that his words were affecting me but I couldn't help it.

"I have one more question. What took you so long to come over here and say all of that?"

"Well, that's an interesting story. I wanted to, believe me. There were some things I had to take care of first."

"What things?"

"For starters, I told Jimmy everything. He was pretty cool about it. He likes you by the way. He said we are a good match"

"I could tell Jimmy was a smart kid."

"Yeah. He said if we have a boy we have to name it after him."

"We'll see about that."

"I also talked to my parents."

"You did?!"

"Yep. To say they were surprised would be an understatement. They were shocked I had a girlfriend, let alone she was older and having my baby."

"I could imagine."

"They want to meet you. I told them I'll talk to you about it and let them know."

"I would love to meet your parents Carter. That would make me very happy."

"Good. All I ever want is for you to be happy."

Carter moved closer again and grabbed my hand.

"I love you Sloane. Forever and ever."

"I love you too baby. Thank you for what you did. That means more than you know."

"I'll do anything for you."

"Is that so?"

"Yes. Say it and it'll be done."

I hiked up my dress and moved my panties to the side. My pussy was drenched.

"Start here. Eat me out. Don't stop until I cum."

"Your wish is my command."

Carter usually took control in bed, but not this time. I wanted to be the one giving directions. I didn't think Carter would mind since he owes me for last time. Carter slid my panties off and raised my legs high into the air. He kissed my legs softly, making his way slowly towards my pussy. I was getting wetter with each kiss. When he finally ran his long tongue up and down my pussy, my head went behind my back and I became lost in the pleasure.

I had multiple orgasms in a short amount of time. Carter and his tongue were eating me out like never before. He seemed to be really enjoying himself. By now he would've taken his pants off and put his dick inside me, but he didn't. I wanted him to work for the chance to fuck me.

"Carter, wow! I can't take it anymore. Take out that dick and put it where it belongs."

Carter sat up and started kissing me long and hard. The kiss was unexpected but I wasn't mad at all. I could taste my pussy on his tongue. I was so focused on the kiss I didn't even notice he already had his pants off and was about to enter me. Carter didn't force his way inside, because there was no point. My pussy was open and waiting for Carter's big dick.

We both moaned out when Carter entered me. I could tell Carter was determined to make up for last night. Carter shoved his cock to the deepest parts of my vagina. I thought I was going to climax right there. Then, he quickly pulled out. Before I could react to his dick not being in my pussy he shoved it all the way back in. That's when I came.

"Oh my god."

"You like that Sloane?"

"Yes. Do it again. Please, do it again."

Each time felt better than the last. My moans echoed throughout the house. I wouldn't have been surprised if the neighbors could hear me. The image of Carter shoving his big black dick inside of me then ferociously taking it out was so hot. Carter was fucking me so well I could feel another orgasm fast approaching. I started playing with my tits. I pinched my nipples and pushed my boobs together. Carter started fucking me harder. He could never deny how much my breasts turned him on.

"Did you like what I was wearing today?"

"Fuck yeah. I knew what you were doing but I didn't care. Your tits looked fantastic. If you hadn't been mad at me I would've fucked you right there and then."

"In front of Jimmy?"

Carter stopped thrusting and gave me a serious look.

"Right in front of him."

Carter thrust really hard and I squirted all over his cock and the couch. The way he said that made me lose control. I knew he was serious, and I loved it. I wrapped my arms and legs around Carter as I recovered from my powerful orgasm.

"Oh god! You are amazing baby. I love you so much. I want you to cum inside of me."

"Like I said earlier, your wish is my command."

Carter let out a few grunts and a huge amount of cum entered my pussy. I could feel it filling up my belly. Cream pies were the best and Carter never disappointed with how much cum he could release.

He pulled out and I quickly seized the opportunity to taste my mans delicious seed. Carter fell back on the couch and to his surprise I grabbed his dick and shoved it down my throat. When I came up for air I had a load of semen in my mouth and the strong smell was making my head dizzy. I stuck my tongue out for Carter and showed him how naughty his librarian girlfriend was.

"Swallow it. Now."

I obeyed his command and swallowed Carter's cum. I want to swallow his cum for the rest of my life.

"I want more. I want you all night long into the morning. I can't live without you and this dick. Can I have more?"

"Of course you can. I feel the same way Sloane. You're everything to me."

"Good." I started jerking Carter off. He was hard in less than a minute. God I loved this young man!

"This might be weird timing, but I have something to ask you."

"What is it?"

"Will you move in with me?"

"Sloane, I thought you'd never ask."