Fuck, I was pacing. She said she wouldn't tell anyone, well that's good. That isn't what I'm worried about. I might have pushed her away, too far away. Fuck.
I just had a mini-make out session with a student, with Ever. And in that moment I stopped pacing, everything seemed to slow as this sunk in.
I know I can't go back; she has to be mine. All mine. I thought back on what we did, how amazing her ass felt in my hands. I was almost instantly hard. I looked at my office door, locked it, and pulled the blinds down.
With my mind set to Ever I went behind my desk, and did what a man does best. I pulled my pants down, and out came my nine inch cock, almost as thick as a dollar coin.
I licked my thumb and began to rub the head as I thought about Ever's body. I could see her hard nipples through her shirt. Her ass was so amazing and firm, it was as if it were made for my hands to hold. I slid my hand up and down the shaft, fuck Ever. I tried to imagine myself sucking on her breasts, they were perfect to me. I started pumping faster.
I imagined my cock in that beautiful mouth of hers and that sent me over. I came harder than anyone has cum before. And I wanted to feel that again, with her.
As I caught my breath, and grabbed some tissues to clean up, my phone began to ring. It was Claire, my girlfriend.
Fuck.
*Ever* I practically rushed home. I knew my next class wasn't until 4:00, and it was only 2:30 pm. I went into my bedroom and locked the door and thought, shit. Stephanie would kill me if she knew what just happened. I moved my hand down.
God, I'm so wet. I couldn't comprehend whether I liked Dr. Benson or not. I could comprehend that my sex life hasn't been very existent for awhile now. Bottom line, I needed release.
I began to remove my soaking, black lace, panties. Good thing I didn't wear a bra today, I thought as I lay on my bed. I leaned back and stuck my middle finger in my pussy, moaning a little. I knew I could be loud, Stephanie wouldn't be home until 5:00. I thought of Dr. Benson's cock rubbing against me, and slipped another finger inside of my tight hole.
"Oh God," I moaned out loud. I moved my shirt up and began to pinch my nipple. I imagined Dr.Benson putting his mouth on it, tugging with his teeth, and flicking his tongue over it. I moaned louder. I made my fingers go faster, and I could feel orgasm coming on. I took my fingers out and began to play with my clit, I took my other hand a stuck two fingers in my wet pussy again. I could feel myself building up until I finally screamed out his name and panted. God, I needed that.
What the fuck is wrong with me? First, you don't agree with him in anything. Then, you let him kiss you? I sighed while my conscience and I fought. I turned over and looked at my clock. It read 3:00 pm. I still had time to kill. I lifted my hand to my mouth and tasted myself. God, I was still horny. I had to get my mind off things.
Okay, I'll take a shower and go to the campus gym. That should get my mind off of him.
*Carter*
I answered trying to sound like I wasn't out of breath, "Hey hun."
"Hey, I was just calling to see if we are still on for tonight? I've got a surprise for you," I could hear the lust in her voice, that beautiful voice I had forgotten about in those few moments before.
"Yeah, yeah we're still on. I'll pick you up at 7:00 pm baby."
"Sounds good to me. Bye Love."
"Bye-bye." I hit the 'end-call' button and sat back. It was true, I was in a relationship. For quiet awhile now too. Ever was simply my guilty pleasure... even more so today. What was I to do?
But I knew the answer to that, I couldn't do what I had done with Ever, ever again.
And that pained me to say, but I couldn't betray Claire... nor could I tell her.
I looked at the time, 3:03 pm. My day was over. Other than grading papers, I had some time to kill. A late lunch should help me think about how I was going to avoid Ever. Maybe I should have her transferred to another class?
No, you can't do that without a proper reason. And "I want to fuck her" isn't a proper reason. I sighed, and grabbed a bag from my office closet and changed in there.
The gym. Now that's what helps me think.
After I changed, I grabbed my keys and phone and took off.
*3rd Person*
Carter walks into the gym. He doesn't notice Ever at the treadmill and walks over to the bench press. It's 3:34.
In the middle of Carter lifting weights, he hears yelling. He hasn't paid attention much, but upon hearing Ever's name he puts the weights down and sits up.
Across the room is Ever, she and Carter make eye-contact, then she continues arguing with the gentleman in front of her.