I started chatting back in the early nineties. My wife and I had been married almost twenty years at the time. I was forty-six and she was forty-five years old. We had a nice house in a nice neighborhood in Sacramento, California, USA.

We both worked and were happy in our jobs. We socialized with friends going out with them from time to time. Life was pretty normal and mundane.

My darling wife, Laurie pretty much lost interest in sex over the last five years of our marriage.

Then things began to change. I was stuck in suburbia with a vivid imagination and a libido in hyper drive.

The internet was new and exciting. We bought a computer to keep up with the neighbors and delve into the new frontier online. Laurie and I traded nights glued to it playing games and wasting time. Our bed became just a place to sleep instead of a place of intimacy.

After some time the games bored me, I went “surfing” to see what I could find in the vast world wide web. It was during these little escapades I discovered adult web sites. I found all sorts of interesting, strange, erotic things. If you looked hard enough you could find everything you ever imagined and then some.

I'm straight and don't find men attractive at all so I strayed where the lonesome women were. I met quite a few whose husbands or boyfriends suffered the same lack of enthusiasm towards intimacy as my darling wife.

During the next ten years my fascination with adult sites grew. I ventured into chat rooms, found social networking sites, made some online friends and discovered cyber sex. What interested me most were bisexual women.

The best of both worlds, I had no desire to venture into that myself so I talked to women who loved other women and who didn't mind a married man delving into their intimacies.

It was in 1995 that I met Susan. She was bi, single, Asian and 30. She worked out and had a killer body. We exchanged pictures and formed a deep bond over the next two years. One of the things we liked to do was role play. We'd take on the characters of our fantasies acting them out online. I don't remember how many times we did that but we covered all sorts of fantasies we both had. The one she enjoyed the most was having me playing my wife and her seducing me.

I know, it sounds weird but I was fascinated with the way she would ease me/my wife into bed. Of course in my mind it was me she was seducing not my wife. She lived on the East coast and we were on the West. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd ever meet her.

In December 1998 Susan told me she was moving to Sacramento, California. My Sacramento, we'd finally meet.

All this time I never thought we'd meet. We talked about fucking each other's brains out and now it might happen. What was I going to do? I wouldn't cheat on my wife, that was just a fantasy. My wife knew I talked to people online. I even suggested to her once while I was drunk we add a woman to our bed. She laughed, commenting that would happen right after we added another guy.

Now Susan was coming to Sacramento. I had to think of someway to explain to Laurie that I knew her without giving out all the details. So, she became just an internet friend.

I put off meeting Susan until one Saturday in May. We met at one of the local malls that my wife didn't frequent. I was anxious and wondered if she'd really show up. She looked a lot better than her pictures online. We talked, ate lunch, walked around a bit, talked and just enjoyed each other's company. Just when I was feeling safe, my wife walked out of one of the boutiques and spotted us. I was busted.

I wasn't doing anything but I felt extremely guilty. I introduced Susan telling Laurie she was one of my online friends. Laurie was nice and joined us for another thirty minutes picking Susan's brain about things we talked about and some details about herself. Susan answered everything Laurie asked with a smile. One or two answers had slight exaggerations, but other than that it was all the truth. They actually seemed to hit it off so I figured I was safe.

When I got back home Laurie wasn't upset. She was impressed at how nice Susan was, asking if she were married, what she did for a living and general questions which I thought were to verify my stories along with the answers Susan had given her.

She seemed content so I went back to my usual boring life. My time with Susan dramatically decreased. I guess when the opportunity to cheat actually showed up I chickened out.

It wasn't until late September when I returned from a week of bow hunting deer that I realized what what I had actually done.

It seems my darling nonsexual wife had discovered some history on the computer about a year ago. She contacted Susan and they had a few talks. Innocent inquires at first slowly becoming friends. Then Susan worked her charms. They talked when I wasn't around, discovering intimacies about each other like Susan and I had done.

It was all explained in a note Laurie left me on the kitchen counter. She and Susan had moved in together and I was soon to be divorced. That was a bit over fifteen years ago. I've remarried and haven't chatted since.