Years of emasculation and feminization by my ex-wife and her live-in lover, plus constant exercise and the female hormone drugs I take have paid off. Of course, I'm still a man, but a man with breasts, wider hips, and a rounder, more womanly butt.
I have no hair on my body at all. Oils and lotions have made my skin soft and smooth. Wigs and make-up contribute to my femininity.
I believe I'm too big at 6'5” to pass as anything other than the cock loving sissy I am. Being short-waisted, in the stiletto heels I usually wear, my long shapely legs attract plenty of male attention and I've become quite the exhibitionist.
What pulls my chain, so to speak, sexually is humiliation, degradation, domination, and rough sex by men. Lots of men! My appetite for cock is boundless. I'll drop to my knees anytime, anywhere to worship male cock and balls.
In the porn theaters and bookstores where I troll for sex, most men want their cocks sucked. I sometimes get lucky and meet a man who wants more.
By request or on command, I'll bend my knees to lower my butt or lie down and raise my butt to give men easy access to my tight sissy fuck hole. Sometimes a man will pull me down to sit on his lap. I can take a hint. My hand will guide his hard cock to my dark cavern of earthy delight.
I'm in a relationship with a guy I met while sucking cock at a porn theater. His name is Ralph. I usually call him 'Master'. He calls me 'Slut' and sometimes 'Whore'.
Ralph gave me a sissy name that I like a lot. I use it for my cell phone and email messages. When I meet a man who asks me my name, it gives them a good idea of what to expect from me. My sissy name is Ima Rimmer.
Ralph is not rich or handsome. His cock isn't huge. He's half a foot shorter and a few years older than I am. Even so, I'm pleased to be Ralph's submissive fuckmeat 24/7.
The night I met Ralph, I was wearing a short, tight undershirt dress I'd found in a thrift store. Thigh-highs and heels completed my costume. I had learned that when I was in drag, men would approach me in the theaters. As a submissive, I preferred men to initiate our sexual encounters, rather than me asking them.
Ralph wanted more than just a good blow job. He fondled my breasts there in the dark theater. I adore a man's strong hands on my body and urged Ralph to handle me roughly if that would excite him. He needed no more urging and dug his fingers into my soft tits and twisted and mauled them.
I was moaning and writhing in ecstasy there in the front row. That we were attracting the attention of other men seemed to turn Ralph on. Our growing audience certainly added to my pleasure. Ralph pulled my dress over my head and off when I whispered loudly. “Suck my nipples. Bite them.”
Ralph pushed me down to kneel on the old and filthy carpeting and pulled my head to his crotch to suck his hard cock. Hard, the object of my desire was about seven inches long. The velvety, circumcised head was half again bigger around than the shaft, which sported an endearing pronounced bend to the left.
I took the entire length into my throat and licked his golf ball-sized balls. He slid down in his seat and commanded me to "kiss my ass". I jacked his cock with one hand while I pushed my tongue as far as I could up his anus.
His cock began to jerk and I knew he was about to ejaculate. I wanted his cum in my mouth and moved my head back up just in time to feel big gobs of creamy jism shoot forcefully onto my tongue and throat. I milked his gradually shrinking cock with my lips, grateful for every drop.
Breathing hard I sat back up in the theater seat. I was almost nude and had no idea where my dress was. Ralph traded seats with a man who was reaching past him to fondle my tit and then I had a guy on each side. A hard cock in each hand.
I got back on my knees to suck and fondle those two and then one more horny male. I eagerly swallowed all their cum but the intensity I'd felt while servicing Ralph was missing.
Closing time at the Palm Theater always comes too early. The movie screen went dark and the house lights came on. I was looking around for my dress when I felt a hand grab my ass cheek. My pulse quickened when I turned and saw it was Ralph.
He said he didn't want the night to end yet and if I would give him a ride back to San Francisco, where he lived, he knew I wanted to be fucked and he was willing to fuck me. Immediately my ass tingled with anticipation. I appreciated the way he'd propositioned me...He would be doing me the favor of fucking my horny ass.
Of course, I would drive him home. It would be my privilege and I'd be extremely grateful for a hard butt fucking. He complimented my figure and told me to forget my dress. He liked looking at my “pretty” body and planned to show me off in the city.
I felt this might be the start of a good relationship when he put his arm around my waist possessively and escorted me through the brightly lit theater lobby. On the street, the cool night air felt good on my overheated nudity. My nipples got hard and my little cock shrank to a nub.
In the parking lot, illuminated by the big floodlights and clearly visible to several men watching our exit, Ralph made me kneel. Sharp gravel dug painfully into my knees while he peed in my open mouth. I swallowed every drop of his golden elixir and knew I would do anything he wanted.
Ralph was pleased when I directed him to my nearly new van.
“Yours?” he asked.
I said it was a work van that I had taken when I left the architectural millwork company I owned. I volunteered that I'd left the business and that I wasn't wealthy but could now afford to fulfil my erotic fantasies full time.